my addiction-

Heart breaker

2011-12-01T09:24:00.003+08:00

Its near impossible or rather totally impossible to find someone who can think exactly the same as you do. Just like even if you can get someone who can fit into your shoe with the same shoe size, there would be some part whereas its not as comfortably as how you feel when you worn it, it can never be the same!

Putting these away, I could never forget what your last sentence was. Thanks for being the one.

25 Nov 2011

2011-11-25T11:42:00.002+08:00

The most important persons in my life.

Another 2 more weeks to go and I'll be done with my IAP at Great Eastern. What can I say here? Working life really sucks. But somehow this IAP motivates me to at least give a try over at Poly next year. All the best Joycelyn.

Guess what? It's gonna be the 5th monthsary with ChinTJ Baby! Oh sorry, hadn't been updating bout my current Boyfriend. =x & all I can say is, he's the best of all! But his temper is also the worst of all =x Well well well, guessed he really got my heart this time round, to make me change who I used to be, to someone better. And I yearn to last with him than anything else!

Ummm, other than planning of Taiwan trip on March/April'12, I'm still thinking where else to bring my Mum for her birthday. Or just get her a uDivine sport? Sigh, really hate it when it comes to get present for birthdays.

"Don't only cherish your parents when they're gone. We are so busy growing up that we often neglect the fact that they are growing old as well.."

Random

2011-06-15T13:42:00.002+08:00

I'm back on Facebook! But wasn't as active as before, unknownly.

Oh well, people always say that you'll only meet the cruel reality when you step into working enviornment. But for me, it's rather everywhere, any time. & ya, I've come to realise there's actually a bunch of hypocrites in my class, how awesome? Tips for the day: don't ever be that fool to follow your heart blindly, you'll come to realise the actual fact in time. (:

Fresh start

2011-06-04T12:13:00.003+08:00

Oh well, please don't prompt me on why would I only update during exam period. Cos' I simply have no clue either. One possible reason may be it's killing me that I've to spill all of my sorrow here and nowhere else.

He is gone for good. I know I shouldn't put words in that harsh manner but ya, it's roughly how I felt at that moment. All I wanted wasn't to end everything just like that, but since he couldn't take it or rather don't even bother to find chance to amend it, then be it. 我已经看破了。There's really no point holding onto something that's has already gone ya? when the pain of holding on is greater than letting go.

Sigh, never did I felt so dramatic in life. All I could do is 走一步，算一步。

& randomly I had deactivated my Facebook account. Partly is because I find it rather distracting and on the other hand I'd want to go missing in action for a period.

Guess that's it. Have a nice day guys!

!

2011-03-06T03:59:00.002+08:00

This 2 days is the most crucial period, the result for my second semster depend on it.

Last but not least, I hate people that 过河拆桥. Those are the ones I despise.

Sigh, why couldn't you be the one?

2011-01-26T20:41:00.003+08:00

I just want someone to be there when I fall, to hold me in my sleep, to show me what I need and in short, I just need someone to make me feel that he's the right one.

Joycelyn is 22!

2011-01-25T23:23:00.007+08:00

FELT SO PAMPERED BY ALL THE FRIENDS AROUND ME! THANKS FOR MAKING IT A BLAST! ♥ I don't deny the fact that I was really worn out during that 4 days of celebration in a row, but all I know is that everything is simply worthwhile, with all great friends with you, making even if it's a little effort just to make you feel something.. & Joycelyn really had an awesome birthday this year!

Well, little did I know IBA can be so fun! & I start to love IBA more! :D

(: thanks for not disappointing me, that was really the best gift. (:

Don't let the shadows of yesterday spoil the sunshine of tomorrow. Live for today. (:

STRESS vs FUN

2011-01-19T21:09:00.003+08:00

It's my first time to work on projects for consecutive nights! But am gonna enjoy for consecutive nights starting from this coming Friday all the way till Monday! Turning 22 though, but I guess it would be better to accept it than to dwell on it? (:

Who doesn't want to get honey-coated or rather being 甜言蜜语? It's Joycelyn! Because all she asks for is actions rather than words. (: & all she wishes for is her absence to be felt and her existence that make the difference.

2011-01-15T17:12:00.002+08:00

3 out of 4 project is going to due next week when none is done yet. School work is suffocating me, so does it too. Yesterday was the happiest day in these 80 days, but happiness don't always last, agree? Some time right after that, I felt the excruciated pain once again. Sorry baby, I really couldn't find a single reason for me to hold on anymore.. I'm really leaving this time round.

Back to work environment at Kpool last night and guess what? Almost 9 out of 10 person claimed that I must have ate too much over at Taiwan when the fact is that I'm only expand my appetite after I'm back from Taiwan, like 5meals a day? But well, I merely back for exactly a week, isn't it too fast to have the result shown? Sigh, guess I'll have to really go on diet soon.

I believe that we are solely responsible for our own choices, and we have to accept the consequences of every deed, word, and thought throughout our lifetime.

Singapore, I'm coming.

2011-01-04T10:59:00.006+08:00

4 remaining days in a wink and Joycelyn will be back to Singapore. Guess what? I'm actually having this mixed feeling of can't bear to leave Taiwan yet yearning to return to Singapore. I'm rather afraid that I couldn't accomplish the mission before I return back to Singapore and I'm really starting to love the life here (the fun and people around me). But still, I belong to Singapore. & without any doubt, I miss all my darling friends there!

Went to Kaohsiung to countdown for year 2011 and I'm loving it! Despite of all tiredness we had, we've enjoyed throughout. It's a brand new year yet I've failed to leave my tears in 2010. What's more, I can no longer see the point of setting a deadline for that particular mission.

What a new year, what a new me and what a new mistake I've done. And I literally didn't even feel a twinge of guilt!? I'd seriously need to engage in some introspection.

I've realised this: the day where I'm able to refrain myself from stalking him, will be the official day to allow him to exit from my heart.

Wake up Joycelyn, he's no longer yours.

2010-12-30T16:51:00.002+08:00

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡著的大提琴安静的旧旧的

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得

你说你也会难过我不相信
牵著你陪著我也只是曾经
希望她是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开

你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就著你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学著放弃你 是因为我太爱你

MESSED UP LIFE!

2010-12-26T18:23:00.003+08:00

其实我一点也不开心!

And I can't really stand her anymore, I'd just hope for this two week to be a quick one for goodness sake.

F up year with F up months and a F up christmas I had! It is really sucks to have that happened when this might be my first and last time to Taiwan. & year 2010, can't you just kindly pass it on to 2011 right away?!

6th day in Taiwan

2010-12-16T11:17:00.007+08:00

I'm currently in the office of Ares Green Technology Pte Ltd which is at Taiwan, Sinying. Despite of the work given, I'm actually browsing the net and such. Nothing else but to admit that I just couldn't focus on my work due to some reasons.

Fell sick at the very wrong timing. Instead of enjoying here, I'll have to finished up 54 tablets in 3 days. Well, I'm sorry but to be unwell physically and mentally. I'm surprised that I've actually brought all the 伤心回忆 to Taiwan which is meant to be left in Singapore. But hell no, what I can do now is to hope I'll leave it here & not bringing back to SG again. I seriously need to lead a comfort life without bugging on such unnecessary issues.

HH,
I've no idea if you'd be reading this post whereas I hope you would?
I'm thankful to have you as a friend, and not anything else either for now or rather the rest of my life. Guess you should be aware of the reasons ya? Sometimes I just couldn't speak up my mind, not that I'm just trying to be cool or what, but its because I'm really very lost. Sigh, seriously there is this barrier in between us, which I couldn't explain it all. please forgive all my negative attitude, its way too hard for me to deal with. Well, what I hoped for is not to keep you waiting as like I said, I can't give you any assurance. I'm sorry boy.

感觉就好像是..泡的明明是热水澡,到后来得到的却是冷风的刺痛.

TIME

2010-11-30T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hello to world! Joycelyn is back to blog! With a much-better-feeling! Credits to JaslynTSL, JereneALP, JerlynTSP & MarkCKK!

After the injection at Raffles Medical Group at Bishan, Jaslyn duped me to Khatib and the rest just popped out! And I called that a surprise because the 3 of them lied to me that they were rushing to go elsewhere right after school dismissal but somehow, I still find something amiss. But whatever it is, the most important thing that I'd like to share is, I'M THE HAPPIEST GIRL TODAY~ BECAUSE NO ONE HATES SURPRISES!! A BIG THANK YOU TO LOVELIES! ❤

Don't blame me for not staying with you, blame yourself for giving me a reason to forsake you. Though I've not entirely forsaken this relationship, but do trust me, I'd definitely do it over the time.

虽然我的日子过得不怎么样，但我肯定多得比你好!

REALLY THANKS A LOT! YOU GUYS DID A GREAT JOB/PLAN! I'M FEELING SO MUCH BETTER!

A fool.

2010-11-28T11:38:00.004+08:00

Have you ever love and lost somebody? Have you ever felt the trust he had in you is a lot but actually its totally wishful thinking? Have you ever been holding a dream of you and him for years but he knew it was totally crap right from the start yet kept it from you? Have you ever cried so hard that you felt as though you're turning blind? Have you ever felt the pain deep in your heart is so serious that you thought you'll die any moment soon?

Little did I know that this would hurt so much. I was like totally drained out last night, dripped more than ten drops of eyes moisturizers and still feels so dry and pain while I felt so thirsty that I almost stay up whole night.. So now I know that shedding has a lot of after effect than what I knew.. & this was my first time get so dehydrated, can you imagine it's worst than after running 2.4km?

Sigh, I felt so stupid to actually can't-let-go this relationship at first. But after knowing the truth, I know it's a must to let go & be what my mum said, 心放硬一点.. After this great blow, I should be thankful that these have let me see the fact that there's so many peeps around me that truly cares. & so what if I really lost him? For me, I've lost someone who don't trust/love me. For him, he've lost someone who loves him so deeply that she gave it all out to him. So who have made big loss now?

Well, I'd like to thank "X" for turning up so suddenly after knowing I wasn't ok. So sudden that I thought "X" was just kidding.. Though I can't really ease the pain, but I really did feel so much better after talking to you last night.. Thanks for your time & sorry for causing you to take half day or rather half night off..

Mum fetched me to work today, and of course she asked about it. After confessing to her what exactly happened, I couldn't stop all those stupid sheddings.. but I'm sure to make that the last. Hey great friends out there! I'm thankful to have you all here with me! Here's my promise on letting my eyes suffer nomore! Joycelyn would definitely recover soon! (:

EXPECTED

2010-11-26T22:35:00.003+08:00

Though I thought the situation could be salvage but I was totally wrong. The result had turn out to be what is expected - breakup.

Though I might be harshed with my words at times, but I'm still a girl, a fragile one. If I were to say I'm feeling nothing, it has all got to do with lying. Well, "the most heartbreaking part of a breakup is that moment when you realised that all the dreams you had, all those visions you had being with this person disappear."

May you live better off than the times with me, goodbye 28.08.2008; 3.33am.

Emotional

2010-11-25T19:02:00.002+08:00

Finally get my iPhone 4 on 22nd Nov! With Felicia's help on signing it from M1 shop while i get her Samsung Galaxy Tab from Singtel shop. A great plan I must say, because M1 is the only one who have stocks for iPhone 4 & Samsung Galaxy Tab is only available in Singtel Exclusive. How Cool!

Test is around the corner and honestly speaking, I don't have the urge to revise at all. Joycelyn Joycelyn, please wake up!

Things have been going from bad to worst after he accompanied for IPL session at Jurong Point in which he pour everything out. Guess this relationship won't last after all. Sigh. 2 years of time, tarnished by a wrong start.

SUEY-ED

2010-11-19T22:48:00.003+08:00

Though today (19 Nov 2010) is my Darling's birthday, but it marks the unlucky day of mine too.

SUDDEN NEWS
Received call from Mum halfway through lesson, get to know that Sis is shifting back to her Mum-in-law side out of a sudden. sigh, really wonders is it because problems lies with our side? though house is little crampy, but I do love their presences!

LOST OF RING
Today, I lost the couple ring that we got only after 2 years of being together. From what I could remember is that I placed it in my front slot of my tote bag & there it went missing. But however, I'd like to thank JaslynTSL, JereneALP, JerlynTSP and MarkC for making the effort to search high & low just for my sake! REALLY APPRECIATES IT! Well, we went to search places like changing room, the place that I took off my ring. Next was canteen, locker & banking hall. No result was found. Sigh, I hope there is no curse or whatsoever for losing that ring..

LECTURE FROM MR ZAKI
After feeling so god-damn-tired after having S&W in the morning, the news & also lost of ring, I got lectured by Mr Zaki regarding my tattoo. Come on, its not that he don't know I was feeling low because I couldn't get to find something important to me & yet what he does is to demand me to cover up my tattoo. Its just a tattoo, what so big deal about it? Its not like I'm the only one having it in the entire campus. Really got pissed off by him, thanks man.

IPHONE 4
I was told that stock for IPhone 4 would arrived today, but guess what? The staff claimed that the stock was delayed for some reasons. Apart from Bishan's outlet, I went to check it out at Yishun's too. Worse still, they don't even have any clue for the next batch's arrival. Am I so-not-destined for IPhone 4?!

SURPRISED?!

2010-11-18T00:07:00.003+08:00

Hi to all readers! I'm back to blog again! Couldn't believe that I actually neglected my blog for more than 6 months. I'm sorry dear.

What has made the differences? I'm currently staying at Yishun & not AMK anymore, taking one of the Higher Nitec course - Banking & Services in Bishan campus. Having my part-time job at Kpool still, & for the mentioned activities, sad to say that I've to neglect my Boyfriend as our timing always clashes. But I'm doing my best to catch up with him, so do he. (:

Life has been quite tough for these few months, which have landed me in a totally-stress-&-nothing-else enviornment. Well, life has to go on, so I'll have to learn how to cope with it.

Enough of these updates, for the next post onwards, its gonna be my daily updates (hopefully)! Due to the reason that I need to wake in 7hours time, I'll have to go. GOODNIGHT EARTHLINGS!

不幸中的大幸

2010-05-11T07:50:00.003+08:00

Mum was admitted to the NUH yesterday morning due to an accident. with god's blessing, she was fine with mminor injuries. guessed i'll have to bring her to the temple after she discharge from hospital. please recover soon, my dear Mum..

BUSY LIFE

2010-05-08T14:48:00.003+08:00

heyo! suddenly have the urge to actually update my blog! apart from the last post which was almost 3 months ago, i realised i've became more mature than in the past. that's a very good thing, isn't it? (:

recntly i'm totally packed with my school's schedule and also my working schedule. work whenever i've got free time even when i get to dismiss early. although money is not everything, but without it you're totally nothing. so i'm gonna save up all these hard-earned money! a round of applause for Joycelyn! :D

time flew fast, one of my 8 years sister got married on 17th April 2010. the new wedds, Pengwang & Priscilla. i hope he wont let us down & treat her like a princess! tonight i'm gonna attend another wedding dinner, which is Jiamin's. you all must xing fu oh! <3

getting tired of my single life, although he's always there so sayang me. gimme a little bit more time k? alright, enough for this entry. shall get it updated when i'm free.

Contented

2010-02-13T00:04:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we went to Malaysia as a group: Baby, Laopo, Baobei & Myself. i can't deny that we had a lot of fun there, seriously. & surprisingly, the three girls actually wore like a uniform group, LOL? Biker Jacket with Gucci Sling Bag. hurhur. mind-linked uh!

i hate Valentines' Day for this year, which clashed with CNY! but what to do? i still hope it will be a pleasant one. (: & with Baby loving the stuffs i got for him will be the best thing for the year.

i'm left with 2 months before starting off with school life, so i'll have to work hard, play hard & enjoy as much as i could. thanks to Baby for tolerating stuffs like clubbing and such. i promise i won't do that regularly after school starts alright? muahs.

working life is really no good, because i feels tired whenever i'm going to work, during work & worst, after work. tsktsk, but its gonna be either i'm staying at home shaking legs with no income or work hard & loaded with cash uh.

alright, after this short but brief updates, Joycelyn shall get some rest now. good night readers. loves.

i want your bad romance.

2010-01-10T12:42:00.004+08:00

hello ladies & gentlemen, thank to my deserted work enviornment for my update here. :P

elder sis will be shifting over today, hopes everything will be fine. sigh, hadn't been having enough rest nowadays but to have myself to be blamed. ever since morning shift was given to me, i've been sleeping for not more than 5 hours a day. lol, think i'll have to put a stop to it before something bad really happen.

last night went PH, saw many people there, Sebas, Michael, Zixiang, Likhim, Stanley, Roy, Michelle, Linlin, Jasmine, Kenny & co., Qiren, Ryan & a few of ITE schoolmates and AMK Regulars of Kpool. & it was another chaotic night, almost get into trouble & stuffs. but whatever la! Baobei joined us at around 3+am? & surprisingly, we were the only 3 ladies up on the top podium! SUPERB RIGHT! hurhur. i longs for more though its kinda tiring. =x

anyway, i think its time to open up already, i'm no longer young & age of 21 is approaching in just another 2 weeks? shall really open my eyes big now, & get the right one. (:

false alarm

2010-01-08T20:06:00.004+08:00

i'm just so into my clubbing life nowadays. with my fixed working schedule now, Weekdays 10am-6pm @ AMK outlet & Weekends 11am-7pm @ Cine outlet would do me a great help. but still, i won't go if my girls ain't joining. that's for sure (:

start anew, just 2 simple words but yet.. sigh, forget it. anyway i've start to invite people for my 21st birthday @ Costa sand chalet. if i missed your name, please gimme a call ya? doubt it is going to be what i've thought, the joy & fun that i expects. but whatever it is, life still goes on. (:

继续加油!

2010-01-06T02:13:00.005+08:00

hello readers, Joycelyn is finally back to do what she should; update blog. anyway i decided to open up my blog to public again, as its too troublesome to make it private.

went to Bugis with my 2 lovely elder twinny sisters & going out with them is great! its been long since we catch up with one another. & ya, there's goes my shopping spree again, bought myself 3 hair clips, a wide rubberise belt, a top, a bag, 4 pair of socks, 2 bras and that's all i guess? that really costs me a bomb. but nevermind, Joycelyn tends to enjoy doing shopping or rather eating non-stop whenever she's down.

Wednesday! it's wednesday again! somehow i'm addicted to clubbing life once again, but who cares ya? no one is able to restrict me anymore (: i hope tmr would be as fun as last Wednesday, hor Baobei? (:

it took me a second to know why & how i actually moved on so fast, because ignorance is bliss. i hope this would be the very last bad romance. though i'm not young anymore, but i won't rush myself to get attached so soon, even though i may feel lonely when i looks around or rather when i'm with my girls. but that's my life, something i have to accept.

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2009-12-26T04:14:00.004+08:00

last post before i turns it to private blog.

Baby, don't blame me for moving on. i'm really dam disappointed in you this time round. not denying that your thoughts really surprised me somehow. this near 16months relationship would not be forgotten like what i've said. thanks for leaving a footstep there. i hope you can forget me away, like what you have said, i'm not the type of girl you are going for either. so that's it? be friends or not, i'm ok with it. just that, don't hurt me any further for goodness sake. i loved you & i really do. goodbye my love.

working life is really killing me. & i'm totally stucked in it. what a bullshyt, i just can't wait for my pay day to reach! i'm totally broke broke broke! tsk. & know what? Joycelyn have been eating freaking lot nowadays, because she is upset. sigh, i hope that would stop real soon, i wouldn't want to gain more weight!

Goodbye

2009-12-24T05:39:00.002+08:00

Joycelyn's blog will be going to be private. please text her your email if you wants the access to it. (:

CHILL, it is still meant to be over.

<3

2009-12-17T00:12:00.003+08:00

currently Joycelyn is at work now, with lappy. :P i know that is something i shouldn't but if you want me to suffer alone all the way to 6am, i can tell you a big NONO!

Baby finally get to rent car on last Monday after many many problems. afterall, it was a safe trip i must say :P oops, not out to make fun la, just wanted to praise my little Boyfriend. (:

went for my cut hair with Cheryln, & she changed her hairstyle! whereby i'm still sticking with my 1 of a kind. after sending Cheryln home, we went back home to fetch Mum & Andy to Thomson to have our supper. after that, we went to shop around at Mustafa, it was my first time there! lol, sounds like a sua ku i know. :D

the next day which was Tuesday, i'm attached to Hougang Plaza outlet & Baby sent me there. sigh, i wonders when then this kinda unfixed schedule stops. Zzz

BABY YA!
thanks for spending so much just to bring me out on my offday oh. although we have conflicts on two issues, but we promised to improve it ya? hee, simply love you so much la. MUAHS!

5.5 hours more to go!

having hardtime.

2009-12-14T02:26:00.007+08:00

DANG! surprised to see my update? :D

have been working continuously for 7 pathetic days! & tmr will be my offday, shall enjoy to the fullest! YAHOO* Baby will be driving tmr! can't wait to be next to him man!

actually i don't know what should i write here, just feel so random. anyway, KPOOL job isn't as simple as what you all may think. i must say i really hate the working enviornment/treatment.

no fixed offday; before the job was given, it was agreed that Monday is fixed but boss may cancel it the day before.
no fixed location; which ever outlet that is short of cashier, boss will attached you to any, the very last min.
no fixed schedule; can actually ring me up the last min & ask me to cover any shift. (eg. today midnight shift, tmr morning shift)

hello, i'm human too! i need sufficient rest too! i hate last min decision! i'm just so annoyed by the fact, might be quitting after a month provided if i get a new job smoothly.

alright, let the pictures do the talk then. (:

A day at Bugis with my ladies.

Before, During & After midnight shift 9pm-6am.

insomnia

2009-12-07T01:08:00.003+08:00

will be working in about 26 hours more. i hope nothing goes wrong ya?

went to Bugis with Baobei & Priscilla turned up later on. was slacking at Laopo's shop whole day long. 1 thing is for sure, i'm really getting old, shopping like that can really kill me. afterall, bought myself a biker jacket, a pair of shoe & 2 pieces of lingeries & i'm here to announce that i'm officially broke.

alright, i guess it's time to have my rest or else i'll be waking up late tmr. good night.

买东西，吃东西!

2009-12-04T20:14:00.019+08:00

yesterday went JB with Baby when i'm still down with sore throat & stuffs. ): luckily it doesn't gimme any problem. (:

gotten 2 hairdye, Microsoft Office 07 & 2 shirt while Baby only gotten himself a pair of slipper. wonderful & enjoyable trip i must say & we really ate alot there! shyt, gained weight for sure! @#$%^&*! btw i won 1 round of billard out of 2! when he really never let a single bit!

i'm looking forward to the trip down to Bugis after my pay day. =x haven't even start working & i'm dreaming already. but there's too many things that i wanna shop for!

i'll be damn free during this weekend, any programme just ring me up ya? tsktsk, my working life will be starting real soon, in another 3 more days? seriously, i'm scared/worried!

其实，我不是真正的快乐。

changed into his shirt,
just because don't wanna get exposed when playing billard. LOL

@ Kenny Roger.

WOW! we surely knows how to enjoy =x

DATOU YA!

♥ is all around.

2009-11-29T21:34:00.007+08:00

i'm here to announce that we are officially back to square one. :D

i don't deny this 2 weeks is really a tough period, for me & him as well. hurhur, what can i say is we are both hard on the mouth but exactly opposite in the heart. (: i hope to see something good, this time round ya? went to catch "Raging Phoenix" last night with Baby, it's a 2 thumb up show! people don't miss it ya!

stress from studies has caught me with fever. IT'S LIKE SO OMGWTFBBQ?~ how can i get down with fever at this critical moment! hais, i'm still thinking if i should take 1 tablet? i'm afraid i might not get up at 3am later on. >< NONONO, Joycelyn got to hang on for 2 more pathetic day!

btw i was attached to Kpool at Cineleisure with the effect on 7th December instead of 1st. because my sweet little Boyfriend wants me to relax after exams & probably bringing me to Malaysia once again! YIPEE! & i'm surprised by the fact that he actually allowed me to work at that complicated place. Baby, i promised you to behave good ok? (:

ANYWAY, GOOD LUCK BELOVED FOR TMR'S POA EXAM AS WELL AS TUESDAY'S BEO EXAM! ♥

so it's a full stop not a pause.

2009-11-26T10:23:00.006+08:00

i know you would be reading this. but i'm not here just to purposely blog it out or what. i just wanted to let it out than to keep it inside & suffocates myself any further.

i was really surprised that he eventually confronted me last night and mentioned that it was a full stop this time round. i don't deny that somehow i do hang around the thought of it was just a pause which i might not want to resume so soon due to the stress that i'm currently holding onto. but well, since he've made it clear enough, what i can do is to respect his decision. i know i was at fault for that issue in the past & i truly regretted! i had been trying so hard to amend it, but seems like the result doesn't make any different. maybe this ending is the best way out for the both of us, irregardless of the pain going on. to me, it is just a matter of time to let go of each another. & i hope the hardest part will be over soon. afterall, i'm not his cup of coffee nor he is my cup of tea due to our personality/way as a boyfriend or girlfriend. guessed it's time to really tell our family what's happening rather than to hide it anymore: a 14.5months relationship is now gone.

last night actually wet my pillow, not blanket uh Jaslyn! sigh, feeling so tired but failed to get to sleep after 2+hours on bed. seems like from today onwards, i'll only have my dear son to company me to sleep but i think that is more than enough already.

woke up this morning & came to know that Mrs Liow couldn't make her way to school today, so lesson was cancelled. was pretty worried that her problem might get worse man. tsk, hope she can do something to it and recover soon. Mum did recovered after a night of rest, that is really something that comforts me. (:

Struggling!

2009-11-25T21:42:00.007+08:00

it's the second day already. sigh. shall let the fate go its way then.

the hot weather is killing me. yes i know, i'll never satisfied with it. be it raining or sunny day, i'm always complaining. but ain't that human-beings? never seems to get enough.

last night Ahlong came to fetch me & Baobei, together with Laopo & Sweesian. went to Kallang there to have our dinner at KFC & had our pool session as well. it's really nice to do some catch up after like 6 years?! (:

shed in school today, out of a sudden i've realised time is really cruel. honestly speaking, i really couldn't bear to part with my teachers, especially Mrs Yeo. sigh. be it i'll make it to Higher Nitec or not, she's not gonna be my CA anymore.. ): but i'm thankful enough to have met her.

tmr shall get started with my revision on POA. just managed to get all my POA notes typed in. Joycelyn shouldn't be wasting any more time! all the best to my lovely girls as well!

was totally surprised by Jaslyn TSL. she actually wanted to cook for me just because i was saying i'm hungry & feel like having Korean Maggie. guess what? she's the first friend that volunteered to do that, in my 20 years of life. despite of the distance of our flat, i'm really touched! sorry girl if i've misunderstood you in the past or whatsoever. they says its really hard to get a true friend & i seriously hope our friendship lasts.. (:

my poor Mum have been vomiting for the whole day & i'm pretty worried about her. not knowing what should i do? nothing helps even when she have taken prescribed medicine. tsk. hope she really recover soon. ><

something that i really appreciated!

in the staff room hor, siaosiao.

HERS!

2009-11-24T18:19:00.008+08:00

this two days have been going to school for less than 2 hours of lesson. sickening. but today is really JUST NICE LA! once again, i saw my handsome at Bishan! & the rest of the details only my lovely girls knows about it. (:

nothing is good about raining days for me, except for cutting down electrical expenses. have been caught by serious flu every morning & night even though i sleeps without fan on. sigh, & i just couldn't figure out why is there so many mosquitoes around out of a sudden. i really cannot stand that itchiness!

the fluid just keep on going.

HONEYSTAR? :D

i just dont seems to have any mood on revising for my BEO & POA when i'm just left with less than a week to touch on. hopeless me.

oh ya, Mum managed to get me a MMC & then i'm granted to my freedom on camwhoring again! :D

my dear son

hot

2009-11-22T21:15:00.007+08:00

I MISS YOU & I REALLY DO. that's something i can't deny.

what i've did for weekend is to revise for BEO mock exam tmr. shame to admit that i've only covered up till unit 4. two words for myself: GOOD LUCK.

Sis booked me for this year's christmas celebration on Friday afternoon & she asked me to bring my boyfriend along.. i wonder how am i going to reveal the fact to them. ><

guess i'm gonna fall sick real soon. feeling hot & cold at times the whole of today due to overloaded stress & insufficient stress? the feeling is really no good. sigh, JUST 1 MORE WEEK to go & i'll be back to my stress free life.

i hopes there is more to come ya? :D

事实已成为定局

2009-11-20T12:51:00.004+08:00

i don't seems to be able to, but i'll have to.
& the feeling is different, no longer the same anymore.

ytd broke my own record by waking up at 3am just to cover the revision of BEG. i don't blame the paper for easy questions, which was much more easier than what was given as our revision papers. in fact, i hope everyone passes it but not snatching "A" with me. :D very proud hor? =P

recently all i've got is insufficient rest. & i guess this will be going on for the next 10 days? & after that i'll be off for part time job? hopefully i'll get one!

Joycelyn is caught by the awful truth! well well, i wonders what did i went wrong as a friend? do you have to really say/ do this? i just couldn't get myself understand this. 1 word - ridiculous.

going out with someone that is emo than what you can handle is really not an easy task, ain't outing meant to be relax & enjoyable? sigh, Joycelyn doesn't want to have any stress from studies today, outing anyone?

never let imaginations leads your way.

stress stress go away!

its never easy to revise in the middle of the raining night at 3am.

金莎 - 换季

2009-11-20T12:40:00.000+08:00

是泪滴结束每段感情
要时间忘记想忘记
其实埋藏在心里
雨滴结束每个冬季
晒不干过去就面对你
喜怒哀乐的回忆
听天空晴朗开始好天气
别在忧郁宛如心情也天晴
失恋的人就换季脱下过期爱情
突醒的眼里看见发亮的自己哦~多美丽
受伤的人就换季春夏秋冬轮替

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!

2009-11-18T18:15:00.000+08:00

never in love with raining days.

just got back from school. having a hot shower after being drenched is the best thing on earth. & hopefully my lovely girls & myself managed to escape from FLU!

BEO presentation is finally over! glad to receive compliments from Mrs Yeo. putting that aside, we are down with one last day for BEG. that is something really horrible! i wonders if i'm taking it too seriously or is it the fact? i feels as if i'm taking exams for diploma. tsk, relax your mind Joycelyn! i actually planned to enjoy a day tmr after that sickening paper & then off to serious mood again.

you have to give it your best shot, this time round.

一言难尽

2009-11-16T19:57:00.005+08:00

Love knows no limits and true friendships last a lifetime

revision of BEG for the past weekend, 1 word "STRESSFUL"! & i'm left with 2 pathetic days before my final exam on BEG. which i think is totally insufficient. if only i starts my revision earlier. ya, say only.

tmr will be having BEO presentation, which is the last to go before we can really concentrate on our finals. go POKER J'ACE/ YOUR'S TEMPTATION! we must make Mrs Yeo proud alright? hope i can handle well with the slides.

i just want you to tell me, i'm not wasting my time.
is that difficult? or you simply agreed with my thought?

big difference right? but that's it.

Curry Chicken

2009-11-13T20:25:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to Simei ITE for the Career Fair. typical Aunty (Me) applied for 4 jobs there & hopefully i'll get either the CISCO or Sentosa one. :D sad to say we missed our bus at 11am and yet Mrs Yeo left without us! all the 4 of us were complaining and stuffs along the way but luckily managed to catch another ride at 1130am. lucky piece of shyt.

Baby came to look for me when i am still having my nap. he suggested we should go for a movie like after 2-3months? LOL. planned to catch 2012 but all the tickets was sold! so we went for Poker King instead. well, not as bad as what i've expected. in fact, i shed. kinda stupid, i know.

with the show ended at 1230am, managed to get my butt on the bed by 130am. >< after 4hrs of sleep, got up and cooked Curry Chicken for my beloved girls & Mrs Yeo. [Woops, Jiamin 没有口福了!] & i'm glad all of them likes it! which means my effort wasn't paid off. (:

tmr i'm meeting up with Jaslyn & probably Eunice and Cheryln to revise for our upcoming BEG final exam on Thursday. tsk, i hope my personal hard disk is in good condition [brain] LOL. alright, good luck to me & all my beloved!

after this 2 pic, i still couldn't figure out what is this Shahril doing ._.

stress is otw!

2009-11-11T19:20:00.005+08:00

hello ha! i'm here again!

school is driving the students crazy! but it has got its reason: final exam is round the corner. taken a sudden test for BEG, must have flunk like how i did for Unit 5 test. but this is not gonna bring me down! shall buck up on my revision from today onwards! before its too late? hmmm.

attended a talk this morning & i really likes Ms Ng, she's so humorous that i hope no one finds her a nuisance? haha. her talks really finds some motivation for me whereas nothing else did? GOGOGO JOYCELYN! & tmr will be going Simei ITE for some career fair? find it rather a waste of time though, but have to go still. somehow i hope i'll get employed over the holidays? (:

time for some stupid pictures again! =P

Totally Speechless!

2009-11-06T13:46:00.008+08:00

i'm so bored, so i'm here to make my blog alive. (:

finally submitted LPDX project, by hook & by crook. i'm done with BEO, SBM & LPDX so now left with BEO project presentation and i'm freed from all those xxx. but exams are chasing after me! guess what? in another 2 more weeks will be our BEG's final written exam! shall start revising it before everything crops up. today we have this stupid fire drill in school, with the HOT weather. i wonder why didn't the staffs find it stupid? -.-

well well well, i guess i'll have to attend that 1 day course soon or else i can't start working. $$$ is not everything but its freakingly important. you can't do everything with it but you can do nothing without it. LOL, alright, enough of my nonsense.

here are some stupid pictures i took with my webcam this morning in lab.

& i've just realised the reasons why my webcam is so blurred.
simply because i did not peel out the sticker on it -.-

SBM is over!

2009-11-04T22:16:00.004+08:00

something is very wrong with my desktop! sometime can be switch on & sometime can't. (annoyed)

Congratulates to Yours' Temptation! SBM has finally come to an end, like finally?! let's buck up for the rest of our modules ya? (: today's Mini Sales have been running very smoothly although the rain somehow tarnished it. & i would like to thank all the participants for supporting & made our business a success. <3

this was my first attempt using lappy's webcam. & it is so dark!

& after that, i tried to shoot with my Mum's phone, Nokia Navigator & it turned out to be so blur. -.-

4个字，伤痕累累!

2009-11-02T23:18:00.004+08:00

yesterday finally meet up with Baobei! its been a long time since i do some catch up with her le. went Vivo & surprisingly all the money i've spent is on drinks only. haha, shall meet up soon again ya? (:

today was hoping not to injured myself during S&W and ended up even worst. 2 holes on my left leg now, shiok already lor. it was too foolish for me to put on plaster as that made my wounds worsen, it became very watery with it's "JUICE" because of the bleeds or whatsoever. ): & then just got myself another scratches at home on my right leg. it's like so WTF? 我的美腿呀!

anyway, my main point for this entry is to invite everyone over to my SBM Mini Sales on this Wednesday, 4 November 2009, 10am-1pm @ School Foyer ya? it's a fishing game & fear not, you wouldn't get bitten by the fishes! just a 50 cents & you'll stand a chance to win away our attractive prizes! so do feel free to come & take a look! (: hope to see you guys on Wednesday.

愛太痛

2009-10-30T13:03:00.004+08:00

just came back home from school, 'school' is just another meaning of 'tired' & 'school work' is just another meaning of 'stress' ._. when we were having our lunch in school, suddenly the sky turned so dark & it thunders away. so we quickly finished up whatever we has & rushed off to the MRT station. & guess what? it totally didn't drip a single drop & yet left our stomach so stuffy now. 好辛苦!

these few days have been trying my luck to change my habit of sleeping only at wee hours. but ended up i eventually lied on the bed for more than 3 hours? & i'm still completely awake. i already tried not to think about things like school work? relationship problems? or should i say i already left my mind blank! & that doesn't help in anything. sigh.

there is so many things i wanna do! i wanna catch movie, i wanna have k session, i wanna go for suntanning BUT do i really have the money & time? sigh. why things have become this way? the Joycelyn in the past doesn't have to concern about all these at all! do you know how shagged can it be. all i want is to relax myself now,
真的有这么难吗?

14 monthsary ended up this way.

2009-10-28T16:50:00.004+08:00

she just couldn't bring herself to do it, still.
by the way, please ignore the previous post.
things can just change within a second.
& i hope its a pause, not a stop.
sorry, i just need a break.

Baby's promotion!

2009-10-27T18:11:00.004+08:00

Congratulation to my Baby! First Class Corporal! weets, BABY 好厉害!

school work is really tiring! can you imagine that even when we dismissed at 11am & we ended up leaving Bishan only at 5pm! after lunch, we went to library to start off with our poster for SBM & it's half way done only. but i'm really too tired, gonna rest soon. will be waking up later on to do whatever that is waiting for me ya. (:

well, tmr will be our 14 Monthsary! time really flies. Baby ya! i just wanna let you know that now i really needs your support. your words is not just words, but everything to me! even it was just a 5 simple words from your SMS "Jia you for your test" really motivates me alot ya? so don't you ever put on wet blanket anymore! it's hurting ya? although i may not show that i really treasures you but in fact i really do. i wants to be the one walking down the road with you, & not anybody else. got it? i love you Baby.

freakingly shagged

2009-10-25T14:23:00.005+08:00

YES, OTHER THAN SCHOOL WORK, I CAN'T DENY I LOVE YOU GIRLS ALOT. BUT WHY?! SINCE WE STAYS AS A CLIQUE, I DON'T SEE ANY REASON FOR YOU TO MIA WHEN IT'S ALREADY THE LAST DAY BEFORE PROJECT DEADLINE. ITS NOT LIKE YOU DID SOMETHING ALONG THE WAY & MIA! THE TRUTH IS TO BE FRANK ENOUGH, YOU DID NOTHING OK?! I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY. I AM COUNTED TOLERANT ENOUGH BUT WHAT I CAN'T STAND IS EVEN WHEN IT IS THE LAST DAY, YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO CARE WHAT'S GOING ON. WTF IS THIS?!

what if i don't even bother to do either? have you ever thought of the consequences? even if you don't wish to get good result, don't be so selfish to pull the group down, be more considerate won't you? counted yourself lucky to have me to take the role of leader. being leader is really not an easy job. neither choosing group members was an easy task too. here is a piece of advice to you people, choose wisely in every thing. don't be 'anything/ whatever' & ended up regret. no point at all, really.

this post here is to actually for me to vent my anger out, sorry if it irritates you people.

TOSHIBA

2009-10-18T20:40:00.000+08:00

finally decided to update my blog ya? (: know what? Joycelyn is down with serious flu throughout the night. & yet her Baby still attitude her. hais, i know my sneezing is a pain to all of them. but what to do? ):

didn't managed to meet Baobei as what we planned, sorry ya Baobei? shall meet you the next week? (: hope your wound is recovering well!

Jiefu Victor has got me a Toshiba lappy. with all the EQs needed, headset & etc. i'm surprised by it, seriously. the news is too sudden but whatever it is, i'm gonna really concentrate fully on my studies now. that is what i promised him ya? (: hopefully i'll not let him down!

in 10 more days will be our 14th Monthsary, i hope we can really stable down alright? Baby please get rid of your suckiness hao bu hao? i'll try to change my attitude towards you too. (: may we last.

sorry for the delay of pictures ya!

7th day in Batam.

2009-10-04T12:40:00.002+08:00

OMG! another 5 days & i'll be back in Singapore! i really misses the people there, the food there, basically everything! ):

just got my lovely Datou for laundry service. OMG! i don't really believed that i actually shed for that! >< i'm freakingly worried for him, i scared he failed to return to me safely. ): DATOU YA!

ok, i'm here officially announcing that i'm broke! but luckily i've got all the gift already. only left with the dried tidbits for my dear family. (:

here i'm ending my post for the day. shall be back whenever Jinming is willing to lend his lappy to me again ya. haha!

2nd day at Batam

2009-09-30T00:14:00.005+08:00

HELLO ALL! SURPRISED? it's my second day at Batam, glad that i'm clicked with my schoolmates here. & i'm using Jingming's com to online, thanks for that really! hehe.

did a little shopping this 2 days & i'm gonna do more tmr! SORRY GUYS, TO HAVE MADE YOU ALL WAIT FOR BOTH OF US SHOPPING QUEENS! SHOPPING JUST MADE US WILD! =DDD things here are cheap but i doubt i've brought enough cash here? sigh, hopefully i can at least get something for every of my girls. ):

i missed my Mum & Baby alot, seriously. sigh, eventually cried the very last night at home because i can't bear to leave Baby. & worst still, cried during the ferry ride to Batam because of my Mum. the feeling she gave me was as if i'm marrying out. LOL. & I LOVE MY MUM & BABY ALOT ALOT! <3 9 more days, just 9 more days! JIAYOU JIAYOU! the moment i thinks of Baby is going to fetch me @ Harbourfront, it just brings me a smile! =P

i wonder how is my Baobei doing? is her wound getting better? i hope so ya! & i misses all my girls too! ): oops, Siewleng is still upstairs waiting for my return while i'm using lappy at the Lobby. =P shall get back soon~

last entry before departing.

2009-09-28T03:00:00.000+08:00

here goes my promise on updating my blog before the trip to Indonesia. HAPPY 13TH MONTHSARY TO ME & BABY! can't believe we've eventually gone so far! (:

got advance Snowskin Mooncakes for Baby's family because i won't be around during its festival, so bo bian. & from what i see/ felt, i know Ahma is happy or rather his family. that is more than enough, really.

was busying with F1 this 3 days & luckily it's over. it's like kinda honoured to be involved as this might be once in a lifetime to watch car racing, but i can tell you it's not an easy job at all. was perspiring hard for more than 12 hours EVERY SINGLE DAY. felt so awkward & it was really my first time experience it. LOUIS HAMITTON (hopefully get its spelling right) was the winner of this year's F1, he was totally awesome! well, through this event, gain something good & also bad too. get to know 2 girls, Veronica & Fiona. was rather quite click with them seriously. something bad was i really step into racist lifestyle? LOL. really cannot stand that Indian girl in my team, thought she was quite OK but actually it was HELL NO. nevermind, everything is over. (:

Mdm Wee (section head) & 6 students include me & Jaslyn will reached Batam in about 7 hours time. which was to say i have to leave house at around 6am? tsk, was not mentally prepared at all. sigh. even before i leave, i starts missing my dear girls already & of course my Baby. first time travelling (exclude Malaysia) with friend alone, great experience though, but there is just a kinda feeling of 舍不得/ 害怕.

My Baby:
this stupid F1 event have really drawn us so far & yet i have this Oversea Industrial Attachment. i know you're 百分之百的不愿意 but since this is the outcome, we shall accept it alright? why not let us take it as a test? i know we can make it for sure right? i have 100% confident in us, so please don't disappoint me ok my dear? simply because i loves you (: sadly to say that it was so unfortunately that i've to leave exactly on our 13th monthsary, but we shall enjoy right after i'm back in Singapore ok? that is a promise? (: Baby, must really take good care alright? remember to take your meals regularly & bath too hor! =x drink plenty of water & don't take heaty food hor! later no one take care of you if you fall sick. don't spend too much if possible. & of course must update me EACH & EVERY DAY OK?! 亲爱的，你得知道你是我最放不下的人! <3

My Girls
Baobei, Laopo, Baoyun, Yanping, Cheryln..:
HELLO PRETTIES! i know we seldom really meet up (exclude school days for 瓜们) so my trip wouldn't affect much.. but i still do hope you girls will take good care ok? especially Baobei, please take good care of your wound, recover soon ok! (: don't worry for me, i'll be fine over there with my dear Jaslyn, so fear not. just be ready to get your present ya? not a promise but i'll try to get it if the price is reasonable & of course the stuff is fashionable to your standard ya? i simply loves my girls hell lots.

how about time for pictures? (:

KUA TIO GUI AH!

Confirmed outfit for Phase test.

F1 Day 1

F1 Day 2

F1 Day 3

rushing in time & yet still can have Sushi otw to our grandstand -.-

good skill of Jaslyn =D

CUTIE PIE!

the seats
& the racing track

the F1 Ushers!

MORE TO COME AFTER MY RETURN FROM BATAM! (:

FINALLY!

2009-09-18T12:55:00.011+08:00

HUHU! FINALLY BLOGGER IS BACK TO NORMAL! GOSH! I'VE TONS TO UPDATE!

first, i wanna thank my Baobei Sheena Lim, because of her nags, i came to figure it out & then found out everything is back to normal! (: so hereby this entry is to keep my so called promise to her? LOL.

OK, let's start from last week? we went to Silver Circle for our LPDX project. MOKMOK is as cute as ever! had a lot of fun there with my fellow girls. i believed this was the first time we enjoyed so much with the elderly ya? (: wanna thank Anna Yeo for coming to help out too! & through this project, we came to know that actually Ms Lim wasn't as bad as what we thought!

hmmmm, this week was rather stress although we got a day break on Wednesday because of almost our teachers is on leave/ course. had our Make-up course (finally), was looking forward to it but after the lesson, i was rather 'no face'. can't believed i actually apply new set of make-up & it simply looks so funny when Mrs Yeo & Mrs Ghafar said that actually look better. i'm like HOW COULD IT BE?! met up with Baoyun, Baobei & Laopo last Saturday. it was my first time going Bugis & bought things that are not for me, Mum & Baby instead. lol.

POA CA, BEO CA & BEG class test is finally over. & today was the last day of school before the end of this term. would be really really busy during the 2nd & 3rd week of holiday because of F1 event & Oversea Industrial Attachment. shall really enjoy myself to the fullest for the very first week. & i'm gonna try my very best to accompany my Baby as much as possible. (:

recalling back, at first i'm really unhappy to know that Mrs Yeo is going to be my CA for one whole year! because during the Jan' intake orientation, she was very strict towards our class, really! & she nags alot on my tattoo, evetually made me cover it with tissues. LOL. from her ex students' comments, i don't really agreed with them but now, i was reluctant to part with her after we graduate. she has been very responsible as a CA, showing care & love towards us all the time. despite of her nagging, she means well. sigh, why doesn't ITE Bishan offers Hospitality course?!

Darling bought so many gift for me!
must be too long never see me already =P

DAY 1 at work @ Tampines Mall

ji cute de Chocolate

Goldfishy!

i apologise for the blurish.

DAY 2

my favourite lion-head goldfish there!

it took me quite a moment to put my leg in that horrible pool.
there goes my first time @ fish spa (:

no matter how black my Datou gets, i still love him lots.

Josephine's crank, 1000pcs can! DAMN LOTS.

i can't explain why this pic goes so freaking white.
it's the Army Open House @ Pasar Leba Camp (:

i look so stealth ._.

on their plane.

what sia!

Baby, i carries whatever you used to carry! =P

DATOU YA!

this look like Baobei =x

doing some revision @ Cheryln's house

the chopstick we bought for the elderly (:

simply look so different with the bottom liner on..

Baby always look at this when he done something bad. LOL!

Baoyun & Baobei! x3

is this gonna be the set i'm gonna get for Phase test?

Spaghetti for Baby! (:

drifts

2009-09-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

even my pic is going to have fungus & yet this stupid problem of Blogger hasn't been fixed yet -.-

had POA CA today, was terrible! i don't understand why i can work so hard for class test & yet not CA. was totally stunned by the structured questions can? & how dumb can i be to actually misplaced my calculator. did mental sum throughout the test, yes i deserved that.

after school was busy wrapping up the gift for the old folks. yes, tmr we will be going to Silver Circle (day care centre) @ Pasir Ris. we have to do a project for lifeskill & therefore we decided to go to the place whereby i used to do my CSO there. & i seriously misses one of the Ahma there, "Mokmok" huhu!

have been playing Maple this two days. sad to say after neglected my 3 accounts for almost a year, i found out all my character has been hacked. was kinda disheartening but not really angry or what ba. cos' this time round i'm not gonna chiong or what, just plainly play for fun, don't worry my little Boyfriend! (:

OK, gonna catch some sleep already. my back aches like nobody's business since a few days ago. pain pain, go away! shall get all my pictures upload when possible. good night readers!

2009-09-07T20:09:00.002+08:00

Happy 20th Birthday Sandy Ang Bao Yun! =P

it's the same old problem with blogger again: failed to upload pictures. i wonder is the management team busying dating or what? -.-

have been awake for exactly 28 hours just to get my SBM project done. sigh, it's my very first attempt on working so hard for a partcular project. i'm feeling freakingly tired! but luckily i didn't show attitude at all, which i commonly does whenever i'm worn out.

turned up reluctantly for the briefing on Oversea Industrial Attachment Programme (OIAP) at 4pm in school today. after dismissed, i'm like so looking forward to it but yet i can't imagine i have to leave Singapore for 11 days. what the hell would be my silly Boyfriend be doing? i'm gonna miss him like hell lots! & also, i'm just so paranoid against unfamiliar environment & faces..

this Thursday which is 3 more days to go, will be having POA CA test. & then next Thursday will be having BEO CA test. sigh, Mrs Yeo is giving Mock Test tmr, which i'm not prepared for it at all. i don't wanna flunk it seriously, but at this point of time, i guess POA is more important.

alright, shall go & look for my Datou to have my beautiful sleep after the very last task: content page for SBM. good night readers! (:

2009-09-02T19:28:00.001+08:00

the same old problem with blogger: unable to post picture. SICKENING!

same old Wednesday as usual. had been busy doing cards while lessons are still going on =x i'm sorry Mrs Yeo, Mr Hee, Mrs Liow? =P all because i left the whole stack of construction papers in my locker. but afterall, managed to give out the 5 presents to my lovely teachers: Mrs Yeo, Mr Hee, Mrs Liow, Ms Kok & Mrs Ghafar! =P

suddenly, i've become a big eater out of nowhere. instead of cutting down on my diet, i just doubled it? -.- have to really put a stop to it soon. sensed of the upcoming pimples, been very very stress recently, especially for the SBM project. & guess what? Friday is the deadline already, OH MY TIAN!

schedule will be very packed for this week.. will be going to Bukit Merah tmr right after school with Jaslyn for the job interview? & then for Friday, whole Jan'09 intake will be going to a Army camp at Boonlay. & then have to be back in school by 2pm to have Batam trip interview together with Jaslyn. Saturday/ Sunday might be tuitoring Laopo on her BPF as she's going to have BPF CA on Monday. BUSY BUSY! ><

yawns, feels so tired.. shall get some sleep & then up for SBM project? (:

2009-09-01T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hi readers, sorry for the delay once again. was really really very busy/ tired these few days. & first of all, i wanna wish Baby & me for our 1st anniversary! 不知不觉，一年就这么过了。。 time flies really fast, so here's a piece of advice to you guys, cherish time before you realised its too late.

had been working over the weekend at Darling's shop. was surprised by the gifts she gave me. & i can't deny the fact that i don't seems to be working during that 2 days. OOPS =P & i would like to apologise to Baby for neglecting him for that pathetic 2 days. ><

HEREBY, JOYCELYN WOULD LIKE TO WISH EACH AND EVERY TEACHER OUT THERE A HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! <3

well, yesterday went all the way to Katong just to sing with my girls & Baby. i guessed we did enjoyed well? except for the tiredness in us! >< & the result proves well that lacking of training can really make my singing sucks! after the singing session, Cheryln & Yanping went back first with Jaslyn, Me & Baby had our early dinner there. couldn't believed that i dozed off during the ride home, just couldn't figure out why all of us felt so tired than usual?!

raining days can really make one sleep so comfortably! woke up nearly at 1pm =x & got to know that Mrs Yeo actually got us a job to earn some allowance for our Batam trip. & i felt really fortunate to have her, Mrs Lindsey Yeo as my CA, really. compared to all the CAs from other class, she's the only one so responsible in everything, making effort to shine IOJs out. i love you Mrs Yeo! (: Laopo don't jealous ok? because your CA is just so **** =x

had been working out for my SBM project today, for almost 9 hours! OMG. & it's really making me suffocated. will be going to do some wrapping and then off to bed. got to wake at 530am just to start memorising BEO unit 6. OMG, IT IS ALL ABOUT MEMORISING AGAIN!

Jaslyn's sweet 17th birthday!

2009-08-27T23:00:00.000+08:00

sorry for the neglect on my blog for the past few days. just got back home after a real tiring day i must say & here i goes..

had only the most till 2 hours of sleep & was late for school this morning. carried our plan on acting as if we don't know it was Jaslyn's birthday today, & all i could say was it wasn't that easy! seeing the way she behaves, really makes our heart aches but no choice, 先苦后甜! i believed that everyone was shock that we didn't celebrate for Jaslyn, save your worries man! how could we neglect her? NO WAY! (:

left with Yanping to AMK Central for collection of cake & then met up with Cheryln and off to Jaslyn's block. called her up & asked if my thumbdrive was in her bag? (when i purposely left it there) managed to get her down when we are preparing for the surprise for her. she came down unexpectedly! we thought she would came down by lift by she went by the stairs instead -.- thanks to the wind, we failed to light all the candles up before she saw. but 1 thing melts our heart & that was the smile on her face! (:

went to the void deck & then finish off the cake. dilly dally as Yanping wants to go home & get changed as we got drenched thoroughly after school dismissal today. you can even squeeze out a pail of water from our shoes? LOL. brought her to 1 of Just Acia's outlet at Dhoby Ghaut to have our lunch. YUMMY! aftermath we headed This Fashion & do our window shopping. got myself a piggy bank & IOJ's name cardholder from Daiso, cheap cheap! 省省省，娃娃最棒! =P

headed back & i dozed off in the cabin. was toally worn out but its really worth it for Jaslyn's smile.
Migua/ Jimtao:
Happy Sweet 17th Birthday! i'm sorry for the idea to cheat on you but mainly was just wanting to create an unforgettable birthday for you. hope you could forgive us & really appreciate what we've done/ gave. i believe you're really upset by the fact that none of us were free (prank) but i hope the truth really lightens you up alright? always take good care of yourself ok? i hopes to spend more birthdays with you, if possible. once again, Joycelyn wishes you a happy birthday! (:

Yangsi's tie

Yanping & Cheryln's effort,
sorry i scare of lighters ><

oops, she wasn't allow to use tissue to hold the cake.

& she starts off with Cheryln's present.

"wha, so many layers ar?"

finally..

& Yanping's..

"wha, handwriting is same size as ants!"

& finally Joycelyn's..

"still tell me only 1 layer?!"

"WALAO EH.."

"FINALLY, YEA!"

"Thanks to Joycelyn & Cheryln for dirtied my hand!"

try guessing how many layers are there?

our lovely Birthday Girl!

Pissed off.

2009-08-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

i'm back! after a whole tiring day! gotten my blog some new images for Navigation & songs. better?

had Badminton game against my 瓜s, Shahril, Mira & Eunice during IOJ's S&W this morning. really tired myself out! & the same goes to my girls ya. after bath, had our POA lesson at SOT room. & the SOT work can really bring us SOT (Crazy). Mrs Yeo commented us on our makeups, she said that wasn't the appropriate way to put on. yesyes, i'm sicked of it too, but i needs time ya? can't really adapt to the new way yet. funny thing was, Mrs Yeo said she wants to see our new image. LOL?

after dismissal, took bus 88 as usual. Baby board the bus at AMK & then we headed to his house simply because i left something important there. ): guess what? i'm so tired until i straight away go for my nap after the maggie cooked by Baby. 果然是猪一只! but i did not neglect the revision for tmr's test ok! woke at 8pm? bucked up on my revision right after the dinner. was memorizing hard while i'm otw back to AMK. glad that i've finished almost half of it, shall left the undone for tmr's morning.

it's the first time that i travels home nearly 12am during the Ghost Festival, moreover all alone! the feeling really ewwww! alright, time for bed? i've gotta wake in about 4 hours time? SHIET!

DA TOU YA

2009-08-23T23:58:00.003+08:00

was reading the entries on the last August before this, & i can't really imagine i can be so 花痴! haha, that's the meaning of blogging! you can always refer back to the past post. (:

last night went to stay over at Baby's house. beforehand, went to my formal workplace: Gamerz Inn as Baby wanna play Dota with his cousins. really misses the days whereby i am still working there, shiok bodoh! you can simply use com like nobody's business & yet you get paid for it. they ended their games after 2hours which is 1am & then we went home.

woke up at 12pm, was doing something while Baby was busying with his game. ): aftermath, slowly get prepared & off to the basketball court opposite AMK ITE whereby Baby plays Basketball every Sunday. met up with my Jaslyn & Cheryln, instead of revising we start strolling around, have our usual craps. LOL, i'm sorry to cheat both of you here =x

eventually walked home! i guessed this was Jaslyn's first time too, for almost 6-7 stops? hahaha, i apologise for that! well, Cockroaches can really freak the girls out!

reached home, cooked Fried Rice for Baby when he was having his game. well, it's been long since i touch the wok.. i'm glad that he appreciates it la huh! when he usually don't! =P but i can do much better because of the lack of ingredients. >< make up for you the very next time ok? muahs.

when we're immigrating Datou to Baby's house.
能在他的家抱得到大头是最幸福的事!

he says this pic is trying to scare people off

日子一天天过。。

2009-08-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Oops, last night forgotten to update on the what happened in Suki Sushi Restaurant ytd. only Jaslyn, Cheryln & me knew what actually took place, am i right Cheryln? =P that was really something hilarious =x

i'm sorry for being like 5 min late this morning? to eventually made my girls waited for me at the Circle line. during the first lesson BEO, four of us sneaked out of the lab & had our wonderful breakfast. Spagetti cooked by Jaslyn & Cream of Chicken prepared by Cheryln. its really delicious alright! & i hopes for more! =x 好啦好啦，Joycelyn 在此答应你们，你们一定会吃到我的拿手好菜: Curry Chicken 的! (:

after school dismissal, went to Student Hub for our CS again. i was wondering is our school really that poor? even have the thoughts on saving down the electricity cost for aircon. -.- we were all perspiring hard there! after that rushed down to AMK Hub by train for our movie at 12.55pm. hereby have to apologise to Ms Yeo Yanping again, for making her wait for us to finish our game & yet left her alone to take bus. but we'll be late if we takes bus, so left with no choice ): feel kinda guilty when we're parting with her. make sure you join us for the very next movie ok?!

i'm amazed by almost all of Jack Neo's film, really. how can he have so many ideas for the different storyline which really catches people's attention & interest. "Where Got Ghost" had really making my Baby, Jaslyn, Cheryln & of course myself laughing our lungs out. rated 4.5/5 for it! (: keep it up Jack Neo!

well i just love the way my Baby interacts with my girls, as in the way they communicates well. (: MUAHS to my Baby & my girls! sigh, though money is always 身外物 but that is always my biggest problems. oh btw, my school attachment for the Batam trip has been approved. it's the very next day of the last day of my F1 event, 28th September. it will be an almost 2 weeks trip, i'm sure to be missing my dear ones. ):

i loves my Baby!

2009-08-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

good evening readers! today is the first day of ghost festival, just a gently warning to all girls on not hanging too late ya? for the sake of just 1 month alright? i would not want to see anything bad arise on my girls either! (:

each day just feels so tired after test is held, no exception for today's too. & guess what? 4 marks is a sure-gone mark! but i still hopes that i could squeeze in the top 5 place, i wants CO-OP voucher! but was rather enjoying myself as if having pinic during the test & i strongly suggest that we (瓜们) should bring in more snacks to school everyday. =x there was early dismissal today but we chose to slack in the canteen & then off to Student Hub for CS. Yangzhi & Cliques ended up in my game, i was in the top second frag ok! 不要开玩笑OK! but i wanna apologise to Ms Yeo Yanping for always lefting her out because of our CS game. ><

last min decided on going Suki Sushi to have our lunch. i wonders why there it is so happening whenever we are with Jaslyn Toh. haha, also have this last min decision. not a bad thing i guessed? (: & oh ya, i think this is the forth time having meals in a Sushi Restaurant. its just a simply No-no thing to sushi that looks funny. but until today, Jaslyn taught/ introduced me some of it, & it tastes great! & frankly i had a fun time with Jaslyn & Cheryln there. i'm just loving it! but i just don't know why this Ms Yeo Yanping is always absent when we are having 好料?

ok, shopping around AMK Hub seems to be our routine every weekdays & of course not letting out our grandma stories. we are just looking more & more on the Aunties side. =x

& tmr will be catching the show "Where Got Ghost". alright, have to touch on my work already, last but not least, i wanna shout it out loud that i misses my Baby! =P

i like the atmosphere

this is simply delicious! Salmon Skin!

but this is still my favourite Sushi =P
original, simple, but tasty!

no comment.

i'm so stressed up!

2009-08-19T18:56:00.004+08:00

running nose OK, 人也OK! =P

alright, recently has adopted this habit of sleeping early. it's a good thing i know but i wonders how am i gonna answer to Baby during the weekend? =x he hates me to sleep early because he don't have that habit.

tonight i'm going to do the same thing, despite of the POA test tmr. but fear not, Joycelyn is going to revise for it tmr morning. i'm thinking whether can i managed to get all the stuffs memorized within 2 hours?

school today was pretty fine, went to AMK Hub's NTUC after school today. Jaslyn bought the ingredients for Spaghetti & Cheryln bought her campbells soup while i get tidbits for tmr. i'm awaiting for the big feast on friday!

out of nowhere, i realised time really passes very quickly. soon i'll be graduating from this course & guess what? another week more will be our 1st anniversary! that is how 1 year passes so quickly.

hereby hope the contraction pain goes away from my Sister & hope she will have a smooth delivery in another 2 weeks. (: alright, enough of my naggings. shall go & work it out for my business card for BEG. don't really get satisfied for what i did in class. shall update again ya? CIAO (:

SICK

2009-08-18T19:50:00.002+08:00

Joycelyn is blogging right now, with a piece of tissue stucked in her nose because of her running nose.

we shall start with yesterday. after dismissal at 12, had our lunch in school & then off to AMK Hub to meet up with Baby & Kaikai. planned to watch Where got ghost but ended up we had our last min change to The Hangover. it's our first time going for movie together? (:

after show, went to Raiders to have our CS game with Yanping headed home for revision.. 真的吗? =x hais, i'm so disappointed in Baby, he always never think for others. 随便啦, 习惯了. went home with my girls when the guys having their dota game.

& i had a total of around 11 hours of sleep? and i think Baby did came over my house & look for me during my sleep? haha. Mum got me up early in the morning, SICKENING! & she just can't stop reminding me to go to CPF Board & HDB Hub today. *shakes head -.- after getting rid of her out of the house, i actually finished up what i have not revised in the notes. (:

had my BEO test this morning. as usual, the paper was tricky. so count my luck alright? went to visit Yangzhi stall today in the canteen & managed to bought 8 pair of socks from him. of course not solely my effort, but my girls! thanks for showing up your faces! anyway he wants me to thank you on his behalf, Jaslyn, Cheryln, Sarah, Huimin, Pamela, Zixiang (:

after the early dismissal, went to Student Hub and had a few rounds of CS before we headed to get my jobs done. & therefore credits goes to Jaslyn & Cheryln! thanks for the accompany! <3

i just feels so tired even i slept so much last night >< & it's so unbelieveable that i actually eaten up a plate of Malay Specialty Rice, 2 Slices of Watermelon, a bowl of Qiu Lian's Ban Mian & 1 orh neh. & now i'm gonna have my porridge due to my running nose. what happened to me? 精神崩溃?

does my grey lens look nice?

suddenly, i loves Ice Kacang..

Contented with my life

2009-08-16T23:59:00.004+08:00

sorry for not updating blog for the passed 4 days, shall have a short brief on what had happened ya?

Thurday, 13.08.09
planned to go and look for my Laopo around her house but was last min cancelled. so continued chit chatting under Jaslyn's block with Cheryln. aftermath, took bus 88 to Pasir Ris to look for Baby and headed Junjie house. a big Congratulation to his freedom ya! (: after that catched last bus home with Baby, was totally worn out!

Friday, 14.08.09
it was a bullshyt day! & i'm totally pissed off by Ain, Mrs Yeo, Eunice & Lee Xiu Rui/ his cliques! first, whenever Ain & Mira was late, i tried to cover up for them & yet i was 20min late on that day itself, she recoreded the timing as 835, which means i was totally absent for that hour. WTH? thanks lehs, i shall know what to do by now. & regarding Mrs Yeo, i can say that not a single bloody soul in the lab was doing her BEO project & yet she chose to pick on our group only. scoldings from her was bad enough & she mentioned that she's not going to give us a good grade. if you think you're fair enough, WHATEVER THEN! & i hereby mark my words on not responding Eunice in Plurk anymore. had enough of her sarcastic responds. i don't beg her to do whatever she don't likes either, stay put or leave it, IT'S YOUR CHOICE. about LXR, i shall not bother about that due to Ms Yeo Yanping's behalf. we shall see if he/ his cliques does it again. 我真的受够了!

rushed home right after school, with Baby's chicken rice. it's been so long since i takes bus 55 home instead of 88. i don't bear to leave my girls but no choice, time was too packed. after preparing, headed to Pearl's house to shift the necessary stuffs to the Chalet. went to Junjie house to have Steamboat & then back to Chalet again. stayed until 12+am & then off to Baby's house. 累死我，累死我!

Saturday, 15.08.09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUAN! (:

was waken up by Laopo's call regarding her problems. well, everyone has problems ya? & to those who is worth it, i would go beyond the extend just to help out. (: went to prepared & then off to City Hall MRT Station to meet up with the IOJs for the F1 on-site briefing. & i was 20 mins late =x

it was a long long briefing! ): luckily it's over, no one loves boring talks. met up with Amy (primary school clique) by coincidence, & she turned out to be so pretty! ended my day by heading Orchard & meet up with Baby and his friend, Ahbao. walked around & then saw Sarah. 几巧一下!

supposed to watch midnight show with Jaslyn but i'm really too tired due to insufficient rest these days, shall make up on Monday right after school alright? (:

Sunday, 16.08.09 (today)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL! (:

didn't go anywhere other than companying Baby for his weekly Basketball game. revised my BEO unit 4 while he was having his game. it seems that my brain can't really absorb much with the noisy enviornment with dimmed light >< shall do some touch up tmr then.

oh no, have to wake up in about 6 hours time. it's time for Joycelyn to turn in, good night readers! shall update whenever i feels to. (:

LOLLIPOPS!
won from the quiz given by Mrs Liow

this "gao tao" is officially mine!
thanks Jaslyn =P

this 5 dollars rojak comes separately.
first time encounter this -.-

无可取代

2009-08-12T20:04:00.005+08:00

yesterday was my first time ever for reaching school at 7am. actually meeting Cheryln at 6am at AMK MRT Station, but i was lated. Sorry Cheryln! & up to our surprise, not a single soul was found in school except the security guard & the canteen staffs. after getting our nuggets, we went back class to start revising on our notes.

had our BEO test, i hope i won't flunk that bad. & guess what? was told the last min about BEG test today. i can only say Mrs Ghafar would like to test our memorising speed. from the month of January, i couldn't relax myself & yet this term is really killing me.

met up with Baby after school dismissal, with Cheryln & Jaslyn while Yanping heads home. went to market & have my favourite carrot cake there while Baby had his lunch when the girls had their dessert. YUMMY! & i just love the way my Baby interacts with my close ones! (:

Baby,
i know this gonna be your toughest period, with all the obstacles around you. but fear not alright? because you will always have me by your side, sharing with you your burdens. i might not help much but i hope somehow my presence can cheers you up in some ways. you gotta be strong for my sake.. (:

was sleeping from 6pm? till like 11pm. don't even know when did Baby went home. =P went back to sleep for around 4 hours & then up for revision on BEG, 3 unit when i haven't even touch a single bit! Milo gets me much more awake!

had our phototaking session today, & almost every teacher said that i'm vain -.- well, 那是女人的本性嘛! haha, i'm glad to have the attendance of 29 person & Mrs Yeo, Mrs Ghafar, Mr Hee, Miss Lim, Ms Cheang & Mrs Liow in the picture! IOJ simply rocks (:

was holding on my notes for the whole day long! & i guess i couldn't score as well as the one i did last week. unit 1F can really cover the whole area of Singapore =x sorry Mrs Ghafar if i were to disappoint you then.

before dismissal was helping out Mrs Ghafar on doing the total up of score for the test paper done by other classes. somehow Yanping and i became a teacher? we marked the MCQs & leave the structured qns for her. LOL. & before reaching home, had around 2hours of chitchatting under Jaslyn's block?! ya, i can't imagine that too. but i've enjoyed myself i must say. (:

& Joycelyn is hereby to declare that she is really touched by what Jaslyn Toh Siew Leng has done/ trying to do for her! it's probably the first time/ the first person that would actually help her to that extend! I'M REALLY SHOCKED THIS MORNING, FOR THE 'SUDDEN ATTACK'! now i can really understand what is meant by 患难见真情! I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU LA! you're always there whenever i'm down! even when i'm stress, you even bother to do a card for me, although it's a simple card but it really touches me deep down in the heart & yet now?! <3 what i wanna say is simply more than words. i'm really grateful for what you did! (:

of course, i won't forget the other 2 of my GUAs, Yanping & Cheryln (: i simply loves your companies! you girls simply makes my day!!

我不得不承认，我是个百分百幸福的女孩! because i have my girls & beloved Baby!

can you really imagine that?
the place was like deserted.

HELLO! mine mine mine, don't snatch!

Atun's hamster so cute!

a close-up

Jaslyn brought this 'gao tao' for me. LOL.

砍头时间到! =P

Joycelyn & Cheryln again!

get it closer..

2009-08-11T00:45:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 080809

over slept for an hour -.- rushed like hell. met up with Atun & Siti (her cousin) at Bishan MRT & then off to Clarke Quay to meet up with my girls. only had a taro pie for breakfast. ): thanks Keatpeng for getting it for me (:

start all the set up like shifting everything & it was really EVERYTHING! the long table which weighs like more than 10kg? FANCY ASKING WE GIRLS TO CARRY IT! INSTEAD OF THE GUYS THERE. WTF? moreover we are doing it under the hot sun can?! 实在是吃尽苦头了! it was all hard earned money!

interact with many of the guests there. & was finally dismissed at 11pm. Keatpeng sent us till Clarke Quay MRT station & we got home by bus. f-ing tiring & the effect of muscle cramps comes really fast.

Sunday, 090809

patched things up with my sweet little Bf. finally thought it through & eventually said this to him, eyes on eyes: "Bibi, 我们好好地在一起OK?" having so much thought before i really came into this, it's not really easy to get the person which encounters so much with you, seen through all your flaws & stuffs although things might not be always 100% perfect. so Baby, i hope we can really last.

Baby brought me to Ion, the new shopping centre in town. had our early dinner at Xin Wang Restaurant. food there was only OK-OK, not as wonderful as Just Acia i guessed? after that went to shop around in Far East Plaza. i can only say we really pampered ourself alot (: & my poor little toes is really in pain after so much of walking ):

went back to Baby house, was too tired & eventually fell asleep on his Sofa. i'm very sorry to chia him attitude when he try to get me into the bedroom. 原谅我好吗?

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (:

Monday, 100809

woke up at 11am, Baby was eager to bring me out for lunch by driving his Brother's vehicle. & unfortunately we met an accident. the road was too slippery & add on to Baby's speed, everything was out of control. & we nearly dropped dead because of the nearly over-turned. the scene was too scary, but luckily we were fine despite of the blue black i've got from my hip & shink. 不幸中的大幸! this time round, we've to really compensate a lot. but don't worry Baby, i won't leave you alone. (: Baby was really shagged at that point of time & yet i can't do anything other than to console him.

got myself prepared & off to Pasir Ris MRT to meet up with Yanping. i'm sorry for my lateness! >< went to NTUC and then we're off to Bugis, our shopping spree! after having our lunch at LJS, we had for around 2hours of shopping? got myself another bag, 2 tops, a pair of flip flop & 2 box of eyelashes. really enjoyed through my shopping with my GUAs (:

went to D&C to look for shoes for Baby but nothing caught my eyes. so we took bus 133 back to AMK. after companied Yanping for her hair cut & sent her off to take bus, went all the way back of Central just to get Tip Top Currypuff & his favourite Tako balls with my poor little painny toes ): then took bus 261 to Teck Ghee CC & look for him while he's having his Basketball Game.

together, we headed home. so tired but computer is always not left out in my life =x gosh, tmr is having BEO test on Chapter 3 & yet i left my book in the locker sleeping -.- shall wake 4 hours later to get myself prepared & meet Keatpeng 6am at AMK MRT. yawns!

FOR MY DEAR LITTLE HUBBY:
Deardear, through these few days, i can't deny the fact that i still loves you a lot. & i've really tried to let you go but seems that i've failed to. like what you've said, we've already gone through so much & this coming 28th is our 1st Anniversary, how can we just end like that? but these wasn't my main point to save back this relationship, i hope as the time goes by, you'll know why i wants us to get back together. 这一次，我答应你，我会作一个你从来也没有过的女朋友，也就是你的最后一个女朋
友! (: i'll make sure you feel loved by me, simply because i loves you.

so long since i put on my blusher.

they says i look like air stewardess -.-

i look so short with my high waist skirt.

=x

a China girl here -.-

do i look nicer with perm?

(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

full of insecurity

2009-08-08T02:50:00.000+08:00

woke up at 630am & yet i'm late for school! Reason: Stucked on Plurk-ing & Facebook-ing. "serve me right" & surprisingly, there is no lesson conducted at all! Mrs Yeo let us see some video regarding Singapore's 44th Birthday. & suddenly i felt so warmth! (: went down to the games area to support the Kite-flying Competition. how sad that our class are not involved at all ):

went to AMK Hub after school dismissal. was searching high & low for formal skirt & black covered shoes. but was damn disappointed, none actually caught my attention or rather hit my budget while Keatpeng bought a square top shoes.

rushed home after that because there was a last minute dating. LOL. & guess what? was standing right at the doorstep yet i can't get in. no one was at home when the key wasn't with me. shiok lor? & just nice my phone went flat when i was doing my window shopping. luck wasn't with me, REALLY! at least i got to exchange some coins with the minimart uncle (:

found Mum at Market having her lunch. enjoying herself when i'm perspiring all over! tsk. went home & get myself changed while charging my phone. & then off to Bugis for the show 'Fighting' at Iluma. it was my first time catching a movie there & here's a piece of advice to all earthlings out there: Never to even think of going there for a movie without jacket! you would just be cold-till-death! can you really imagine my goosebumps holds it there for exactly 2 hours?!

& then we walked around & got myself a brand new bag, a pair of new shoe & a pantyhose. then met up with Darling & honestly i felt being so pampered today! =P & i loves shopping damn F-ing LOTS! gimme gimme more~ gimme, gimme gimme more!

finally homed at 12am? after much of standings & walkings, i'm down with aches on my back & legs. feels extremely tired! & yet i'm left with like 5 hours of rest?! before i actually get up from my cozy bed & starts preparing myself for work at 7am, meet up with my girls at 830am & starts work at 11am all the way till 1am?! i really hope that it is gonna be a real fine day tmr!

She's the mother of IOJ!

Keatpeng

Iffah says she look much more cuter than me ):

the umbrella girls in IOJ =P

Eunice! your leg is very unglam!

LOL!

2 big guys here snatching the ladies' shade!

i'm like so cute? =P

Milo with the lolipop i won from the quiz given by Mrs Yeo =P

Eunice!

Keatpeng Joycelyn & Ain

不说出的温柔呢?

2009-08-06T17:37:00.005+08:00

having a cup of HOT milo while blogging is not only just to enjoy but also to set my stomach at ease. Joycelyn is so scared of people's curse. & today she caught by Donggua's. Menses has messed up my mood once again, & my poor stomach has to endure & suffer from the pain for 2 whole days then. 女人真命苦!!

after school went to have porridge, 不好吃! that goes my first & last time. & it didn't do any help to my stomach either as it wasn't hot enough. went to the void deck outside school to look for a girl. & the so-called "misdunderstanding" is settled. so went back school & have our CS game in Student Hub while waiting for time to reach 1pm so as to go & look for Mr Hee to do some printouts. ended up we starts the game only at 12.54pm & ended at 2.20pm -.- failed to catch up with Mr Hee, that made me underpromised him! ):

went J8 to look for gift box for Migua's Sister. & we caught this Yangzi buying Kinder Bruneo Egg =x & he smiles at us saying it was meant for his friend. when the truth was he loves eating it. LOL. had a short chat with him & we went back AMK. strolled awhile and i really have the urge to get myself a new bag & a pair of new shoes. ): lastly, i simply loves Meiji's Yanyan biscuit!! 多一个，多一个，再多一个!

Eunice brought me some Colourful bia!

he's hiding his Kinder Bruneo Egg =x

walking advertisement..

eat finish & then time for toys! LOL

worse still, get friend to fix. =x

LIFE IS PRECIOUS

2009-08-05T20:32:00.006+08:00

my Aunty's friend died when he's on the way to hospital after having a heart attack relapse today. he was at my house earlier on, joking around so lively. no one actually expect this outcome, out of a sudden. hais, 1 live has just been taken away just like that. although he's not related to me, but somehow i felt even more than that. there's a sudden pain in my heart when i got the news. sigh.. this incident actually made me realised how costly a life could be, ones should really really treasure what he/she has & not regret when it's too late to do anything.

yesterday had pinic in class, thanks to myself (for cheating Migua & Donggua buy sweets and biscuit). OOPS! what i meant was thanks Migua & Donggua for the treat! LOL.

well, one of the reason for waking up super early today was to 赶工 for my BEG assignment. & guess what? after getting my task done, straight away rushed to memorize my notes & ended up i actually left my thumbdrive resting at home -.- 简直太糊涂了!! hais, 5 marks gone.

had our first BEG test today, was quite confident but after the test, realised i've got a spelling error.
BACTERIA BACTERIA BACTERIA BACTERIA BACTERIA BACTERIA BACTERIA BACTERIA BACTERIA BACTERIA
OK, there goes my correction -.- hopes Mrs Ghafar missed my mistake & give me a full mark =x

might be working for 14hours for this coming Saturday @ Clarke Quay. must be a very tiring day, but luckily i've got my 瓜们陪着我! that is more than enough. may we have a tiring but fun day ya? (: & on 29th & 30th will be working @ Tampines will Dandan Darling oh. thanks once again for the intro (:

have been plurk-ing these few days. very fun wor! people do sign up & plurk me more often ok? shall get some research on my SBM project. 没办法, nowadays my life is just full of Projects Projects Projects, Tests Tests Tests, Assignments Assignments Assignments & nothing else. >< alright, 废话少说, see you readers (:

can you spot my Colourful bia?

can you imagine there's only the 4 of us in the Student Hub? lol.

& i'm quite shocked by the fact that Migua is very attracted to CS. =P

你还过得好吗?

2009-08-04T01:51:00.007+08:00

没有你的第一天，就这样勉强地熬过了。
i wanna thanks my Darling, Priscilla Mei, Baoyun, Laopo & of course my GUAs for the concern. i'm really fine. though days may be even tougher because i'm all by myself, i'm gonna stay strong (:

wore slippers to school today, blisters almost killed me. skipped Library duty today, was thinking of quitting because i find it really meaningless already. the reasons is there, so i'm not quitting as and when i like. headed Hougang for haircut with Migua & Donggua. eventually walked around the shophouses. hooked them on buying stuffs that i wants like Kitkat, Colourful bia & candy. oops =x sorry la, 老娘最近很穷啦，改天再补回你们OK!

reached home after surfing net for a short while, eventually started on my research until now. it's been more than 6 hours. & i'm really tired. sad to say, my assignment wasn't done yet -.- still has the last part to go. shall have it done by tmr, because now i'm too shagged for anything. EYEBAGS is really haunting me, SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!

总是有一股冲动想拿起电话拨你的号码，可是想了想，还是算了。因为我不想让你我更加如此难过。
Boy, you've got to stay strong too alright?

It's Over

2009-08-02T20:41:00.007+08:00

i'm finally homed with my poor little toes! "gei kiang la, ai swee mai mia.. wear more heels lor"

yesterday's dinner was at Serangoon circle (Chomp chomp), it's my first time being so fed up with the service, the food & the people there. shall not elaborate further. thanks Sis for the treat ya? (:

woke up 8am and get prepared for filming today. met up with my GUAs and had our breakfast at Burger King! WOOHOO! been almost a year for that? only can get myself blamed & nobody else, cos' i'm always failed to catch up with the breakfast hours =P and i'm really stupid to said that, i left my Taro pie on the tray & left without a bite! i'm still puzzling how could i totally forgotten about it. -.-

played poker with GUAs & Alicia, Jaslyn. had a lot of fun & laughter, & i'm hereby apologise to Shagua that we bullied her to do her forfeit by singing 4 songs =P

was standing for approximately 4-5hours? sickening bodoh, with my heels & there goes my blisterS. & whole lot of us was kept in the freaking cold area, now i'm down with fever -.- double kill. btw the filming was held at Arena pub, it was my first time there, cool place.

i was totally exhausted & after today, i've found out that i'm actually quite impatience when i thought i'm not.

it's over. instead of showing more concern on me, you had just choosen the other way round. school work is really tying me down, and now i have to work part time just to get extra income.. i'm already stress over so much things & yet you just simply add on to it. yes, i may attitude to you recently, but can't you get the situation clear? can't you really give in to me & wait till i'm coping well with my school work? nevermind anyway, the ending was the fact, we shall accept it then. to you i may not be a good girlfriend, but to me, i know i did my best already. thanks for the 11months & 5days, i don't deny the fact that i still can't let go, but sorry i really had enough & life still has to go on no matter what. take good care when i'm not by your side, i'm really glad enough to be your girlfriend once. (:

舍不舍得，放不放得下，又如何? 适不适合，那才是重点。
在一段爱情里，如果是属于你的，到最后终究还是你的。
人世间情为何物，只叫人"KAO BEI KAO BU"

ok, enough of that. time for pictures..

):

Thank you 瓜s!

2009-08-01T00:01:00.009+08:00

i'm glad that people arounds me actually ♥ me so much! 我并没有白活!

woke early in the morning @ 5am for revision. always having insufficient sleep when test is chasing after me. went to school with a heavy head today. like what i've expected, i'll messed up this bloody BEO test today. total BULLSHYT! 唯一能安慰我的是: managed to submit the gantt chart to Mrs Yeo today, which i think no one does? (: after having a few round of CS, made me feels even more giddy, almost falls off to the ground.

guess what? i'm surprised by the card Migua passed to me during SBM lesson. but only managed to get it read during LPDX lesson. huhu! although it was just a simple one, with lots of correction tapes (=x) , but 很感动 bodoh! it was from Shagua, Migua & Donggua. 瓜们最棒了啦!! never did i expect to really find someone so true during my 1 year of ITE course. nor did i expect to actually waste my time on staying as a clique with someone i shouldn't at all right from the start. nevermind, like what my MSN wrote: Sometimes, it's good to encounter incidents, so as to know who are the true ones & one's true colours (:

these 3 bendan GUAs will always be with me, no matter what. ILU! =P

& these were from them (:

after school straight away chiong home, because of that packet of Chicken Cutlet -.- someone is not touched at all. still complain bo chilli -.- good lor, last for you. =P went to AMK Hub slack slack, "a loser is always a loser" i'm always a loser when coming to Daytona -.- but luckily i won the bet of pool session today. HAHAHA!

came home & start off with my SBM project. i'm really happy to have that someone to help out on my project. (: but 1 thing very suey, i should touch on my BEG instead of SBM -.- nevermind, extra work tmr then. hais, today killed a lot of brain cells, on memorising, test & research. 累死我了~ 床，你在哪?!

好啦阿陈，看在你这两天的表现上，就原谅你一次! 下次就不行了喔~

look at that PIG face!

now pimples are all over my face, & that stupid Migua keep on laughing at me.
Migua: 我看你的脸就知道你很STRESS.
Xigua: Why lehs?
Migua: 看你的PIMPLE就懂了.
Xigua: -.-!! :@

OK LOR, GOOD LOR, NOW ONLY KNOW HOW TO LAUGH AT ME HOR! BETTER NOT LET ME BUMB INTO YOUR 偶像!!

我们到底怎么?

2009-07-30T16:12:00.006+08:00

shed during POA lesson today. i'm just a normal girl on earth, i really can't afford to undergo so much stress at once. & yet, you blames me for everything. Mrs Liow allows us to have a short break, went canteen & i felt much better. 为什么能让我开心的却不是你? i'm really really disappointed.

我只是一个再普通不过的女孩

after buying my watermelon, went back to class & Mrs Liow dismissed us after checking our work. i'm really grateful to people around me, i love you all so much. went for library duty as per normal. hais, tmr IOJ is having BEO test on unit 2, i believe that would be the worst chapter to go with. again, this is under stress category. sigh, have to submit gantt chart by tmr too. shall go & touch on revision for my test & work out on my gantt chart right after this.

for now, i wanna just concentrate on my studies & nothing else. relationship is to be put aside by all means. i've got no time to bother about that, simply because i had more than enough.

life is getting TOUGHER each day.

2009-07-29T19:27:00.005+08:00

hellooooo, i'm back to blogging. i'm really tired of my life, seriously. school work is suffocating me, test is making me crazy & projectsss is killing me! sigh, i really need a break!

something happened in school today, which i couldn't explain. that's human nature ya? it's normal for someone to like/ dislike, love/ hate someone. but to who may it concern, think about it twice, does it worth? "多一个朋友，总是比多一个敌人来得好" went to AMK Hub with Migua & Donggua after school dismissal at 4pm, with my bag weighs more than 5kg i think. SO HEAVY CAN! headed home after that.

Boyfriend and i getting more & more distant, i just don't know why. we are like having nothing to share with nowadays. everything is just off the board for me, leaving me all alone on the shore, letting me 自生自灭.. guess my menses is coming soon, i'm just too emotional on anything/ everything. I HATE THIS PART OF ME!!

i wants to clear my debt & go for shopping with my GUAs. i wants holiday, i wants to run away from everything & just f-ing enjoy whenever i got the chance to. 可能吗?

there goes my act cute pictures.

ya that's how i look like when i'm at home.

._.

2009-07-28T17:36:00.004+08:00

WA EH QIU AHHHHH!!! PAI LIAO LAAAAAAA!!!
i think it is because of S&W yesterday. played Badminton too hard already, now my arm is really in pain! my GUAs can feel the sudden pop-out of bone from my arm. ):

& GUESS WHAT? MY POOR LITTLE FINGER & POINTER FINGER IS SPOILT TOO! ><
thanks ar Jaslyn Toh! ):

there is a BEO test on Friday. went library instead of doing duty, i was sitting down there having some self-study. & sad to say i can't even absorb a single thing. sigh, my heart must have gone else where.

now my hand is in pain, finger is in pain, even feet also in pain. 伤痕累累bodoh!

真的累了

2009-07-27T21:55:00.006+08:00

hello to who may it concern, i know i can't stop you from disliking people. but don't you ever go too far ya? we can keep quiet as you please, but i can't tell more if you people were to go over the bottom line. get it? better be..

library duty was cancelled today, because of the teacher-in-charge going for meeting. seriously i've got no more mood for that damn duty, it's like totally meaningless? -.- school today was really no good, except for the fun we had among our guas as usual. 瓜们万岁! (:

recently have not much appetite in the noon/ evening. can't even finished my maggie just now, & till now i still left my dinner out. sigh, what has got into me?

had a tiff with Boyfriend. i wondered how are we gonna survive if we were to really last? i understands that it's your off day, i can't restrict you from going out with your friends. all i wants from you is to save up a little, don't always spend whenever you got money.. is it really very hard to fulfil? sigh.. i know i'm nobody to control you, whatever ba.

hope Shagua's eyes will recover within the night, because i don't want to miss out her tmr! well, shall rest early tonight, i'm down with slightly fever & it feels really sucks.

how time flies..

2009-07-27T01:50:00.006+08:00

*eating chocolate biscuit while blogging can actually feels so great! only had a packet of maggie as meal for the whole day. ><

got all my stuffs packed like my cupboard, hair accessories, makeups, accessories, bags, stationery, books. & eventually cleared up a lot of space. really comes to my sense on not spending further more on everything except school shoes & bags? you all can have my words (: school days are like 5 out of 7? i don't get to dress up so often, so that can cut down my spendings on tops, bottoms, shopping bags & shoes.

last night went to AMK Hub with Boyfriend & Mum. it was my first attempt for entering the Jackpot area. i really don't understand what exactly attracts people there?! spent not just 10 or 20 bucks on pressing the buttons there, but it's 250 bucks! luckily we managed to stop my Mum from throwing in further more. tsk, i should have volunteered to let her press on me instead? that's what i've told her -.- hard-earned money bodoh! 心痛心痛!

just now went AMK Hub with Mum again. we went NTUC & Courts to see lappy & washing machine. hope that lappy caught my Mum! results will be out on 5th/ 6th? haha. then companied Mum for dinner. i had to say it's so shameful that it's been REAL long since i strolls with her? her time just clashes with me most of the time! & although it was just a short trip today, i can really feel that she still dotes on me a lot. keep asking me want to eat or not, want to buy this or buy that or not, though i don't want any.. & of course she's concern about my studies & relationship. 爱死你了啦! that's the care i wants, all along (: 世上只有妈妈好! oops, sounds so oldies =P

Boyfriend went home after that because of my library duty tmr 12-4pm. >< sorry for not being psyco-ed by you on skipping. haha! i realised this weekend, instead of two days, i felt like as if i had only spent one day. kinda funny that i have to go school in about 6 more hours? time just flies without having us notice. well, tmr i'll be seeing my GUAs, FINALLY! misses them so much! (: & i'm so glad that my name appears on Shagua & Migua's blog. love you girls! it is really worth having girls like you, in my life. JOYCELYN ; XIGUA 实在是赚到了! whahahaha!

as for the problems we are having in school, i hope it will comes to an end soon? but well, it is all depends on the other party (:

to who may it concern, click to enlarge for better view (:

http://www.blogger.com is finally back to normal, shall get those overdue pic uploaded then. (:

Present & the small little cakes for Eunice Ang (:

that Domokun damn cute right? =P

nice color?

watches with my guas

Mum might be getting me this lappy. prays hard!

what a joke.

2009-07-24T21:51:00.004+08:00

hello all, Joycelyn is back to blog again.

still remember the funny girl that i 'introduced' to all of you this afternoon? i think i left out something ridiculous about her uh. so here to add in the facts of the fact. can you imagine that your friend used your name to tag/ spam/ critise or bascially anything, on a blog of your another friend? so funny right? may i know what does this mean? trying to 挑拨离间? or trying to say that she's so coward to use her name when all of us knew who was it? can't imagine she can be such a F up person behind the screen. & what's now? forcing my dear Eunice to choose either one of the two group. WHO IS HER TO EVENTUALLY CONTROL ONE'S FREEDOM ON MAKING FRIENDS WITH?! her behaviour is really getting from bad to worst. tsk, i hope she can really be at home by now, to 面壁思过.

********* ***, i know you're trying to put an end to the whole matter. BUT WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO THE INNOCENT PARTY? but since you chose to do it, & the fact is you already did it, then that's it. now choice are hers, we wouldn't be so cruel to so-called force her, because we respect her the way you don't. but whatever decision could it be, all thanks to you alright? through this whole matter, i can seriously tell you, you really really let me seen the true color of yours. & frankly, i'm very disappointed in you. take care, my friend.

just woke up from my short nap by Donggua. i'm really upset to get to know what's going on. sigh, why things have to become this way? for whatever incident may happened, there is always a culprit & a victim. i wonder what makes the culprit to do it, do they really have got no choice or so-called having 苦衷? 不会吧? & i wonder what makes the victim a victim, what i can say was a victim may not be innocent always, but most of the time, victim is the innocent party. 只有局内人才对所发生的事情清楚得很。

Trying to be funny? THINK TWICE!

2009-07-24T16:08:00.003+08:00

just finished quarter tub of ice cream-raspberry flavour. enjoys life ya? =P

i'm getting more & more sick of a person in our class. let me introduce her to you? she has got no integrity at all. basically cheats in everything when possible. like final written test for BPF? & height recording for S&W? lol. i can't believe that there's actually a person out there, had to really on her height! what's so-no-good about being short? well, i admit i'm short, there's nothing to be shame about? really cannot stand her behaviour at all. well, right at the start, i chose to keep it to myself cos' i don't seems the need to spread it out? but i guess it's pointless at all! when she eventually steps on our cliques tails for nothing?! so why treat a person so nice when she actually have been a hypocrite down the road right? can't believe that she actually can act so well, can be so close with you, so nice on your face but yet stabbed you a deep one from the back. tsk, what a pity that mediacorp did not recruit her? or else all famous actress like Fann wong, Zoe tay have to step down the stage already. i chose not to let out her name here, but i dare not promise if her nonsense carries on? [it's a hint to you, i knew you'd be reading my blog]

i really don't understand why people are so ridiculous. really got nothing to do or what? i strongly believes that if you don't provoke someone, he/ she would definitely be nice to you. & i'm not holding myself high up here, i'm really that kinda person that will treat you doubly good, if you're nice to me. but i can be worst than what you can imagine if you're trying to be nasty FOR NO REASON. tsk, is it really very difficult to understand this logic?

Eunice Ang, i know it's been hard for you today. i hope you can seriously think about it, what you should do & what you should not do to people that are just using you. but whatever it is, you'll always have my support, because i respects you (: & no matter what, you'll be having us by your side. take my words. (:

ok, shall end it here first. will be updating if there's further more to be told (:

I stood by in all that you said And all that you dared, I loved you (:

& That's life.

2009-07-23T19:53:00.006+08:00

well, in life, many things comes across unwantedly. we cannot stop it, but we can prevent it. but how? this is the question.

here i goes for the 2 particular person on earth:
TO THAT CUTEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, haha i knows that you will be making effort to my blog to catch up with my post ya? & that makes you think i'm "so called" threatening. please, i don't threaten alright? don't believe, try me! i do keep my words ok, what's the point of threatening? (: & let me ask you a question, do you like to get insulted/ critised/ penalised? or having someone to restrict your freedom even on where you wanna go, what you wanna do? i doubt so right? if you does, i guess you're born out from nowhere then. (:

TO THAT WHOEVER (you know i know), don't try to be a hypocrite here alright? befriend us yet backstabbed us. we can act as if we don't know who you are, or what you eventually did, like how you wished us to. but bear the consequences yourself later alright? btw thanks for entertaining me, it's been so long since people does it the way you did. (:

just sent Laopo off for her bus. tiring day i had! was 25mins late for BEG lesson today, & it was my first attempt on skipping lesson in this 7months. LOL! luckily Mrs Ghafar forgave the 4 of us. simply loves my Cliques more & more, for the reason of 1 for all, all for 1. finished library duty at 2pm & then off to J8 with Laopo, Eunice, Shagua, Migua & Donggua. after getting Laopo's print out, went back AMK by bus 88. was companying her till 7+pm, & i hope she's really fine.

Laopo & Migua, though life may be tough but rest assured, i'm always here with you to share your burdens(:

NEVER JUDGES A PERSON BY IT'S COVER, OR YOU'LL BE SORRY TO YOURSELF (:

2009-07-23T19:53:00.001+08:00

真的够了

2009-07-22T20:06:00.004+08:00

oh, so now we've became the baddies while you're an innocent victim by saying it was all misunderstanding? lmao, i can't actually imagine how could have such people living in this world. total waste of food, water & oxygen. yes it might be a misunderstanding, but it don't seems to. if you were not talking about us earlier, why scold my friend in your tagboard? you won't even bother to scold her when she/ us is not who you are refering to. it just shown that you're covering up yourself. haha, whatever the reason is, those who have seen your blog, your tagboard, our chats, will know the whole story. no need to twirl it here & there. we, ourself knows better than anyone else. & because of your post this morning, i can forgive you but not forgeting what you've done. & i can put a full stop to this matter, but i can't promise what will happen if you goes too far the next time alright? so please mark my words. (:

report for the day:
CAH is cancelled today, but i still wakes early, goes to school early. for the sake of our Miss Eunice (: reached bus stop at 8am but missed my last bus, so left with no choice, headed for train instead. as always, IT IS CROWDED! with Eunice present & cake on hand, the crowds simply bullies me like nobody's business. luckily the cake was not smashed. it's really a tough job, believe me. Zzz. met up with Donggua & rushed to school as Shagua & Migua will be late. & it's 37c again, i really got no idea why these few days is always so high. is it a symptoms of H1N1?! alright, reached classroom & was busy decorating the whiteboard. & everything goes very very smooth, accordingly to the plan. the spray of party ribbon & foam at her, the surprise of cake, the trick on luring her to her present, & the card that was prepared by Migua. & Eunice actually surprised us by her tears (: i really hope its an unforgettable 17th birthday to her..

alright, a very BIG SORRY to my Jiamin. i've to admit that i actually neglects you. i know you made your effort to come school after two weeks of absence, & i actually neglected you especially during breaktime. shameful to say that i don't even know where are you when i got back to class. regarding to the topic of the day, i hope you seriously think about it. sigh..

had BEO test, finally. not too tough, but Mrs Yeo just refused to share with me the answer on 1 of the question. & she said it is not allowed to have discussion right after exams. -.- what logic was that? after that went for BEG lesson, & i would like to thank Josephine for painting my nails, causing you to go home slightly later.

went to AMK Hub with my 亲爱的 Cliques (: Shagua went to get her bag & off to have Donggua's printouts. shop around & bought a watch with Shagua & Migua. huhu. aftermath, companied Shagua & Donggua for their buses & we're off. now here, a SPECIAL & BIG 谢谢 to the three of them, thanks for being there when i complains, thanks for being there to share my laughters, bascially thanks for being there to share my happiness & woes! 爱死你们了啦!

Migua, thanks for whatever you've done for me through the days. & helping me on the printouts. kinda regret of being close to you only after like 5months? what i meant was, a lifetime is short, no one ever complains on having good things for long (: <3

Shagua - eventually i saw another me in her, we're actually quite similar in some ways, as in characters with our likes & don't likes. LOL! trust me, it's never easy to get such person so similar to you, as a close friend. (:

shyt man, forgot to withdraw money for my Aunt just now. & now i have to make the effort to go till 409 there to withdraw, dumbass me. after that shall do BEO project then. i'm like so so so BUSY, EVERYDAY! >< & don't know why la uh, seems to have difficulties uploading pictures of the day, shall get it done some day. CIAO (:

Happy Birthday to ♥Eunice!

2009-07-22T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUNICE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUNICE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUNICE ANG,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE!

MUAHS, Happy 17th Birthday (:
& these is something for you!

The very first photo we took together..

till this one, but i'm sure this is not the last right? (:

& the funs/ moments we had (:

the first time we hangs out..

sleep in class!

on Keatpeng's birthday!

omg, sleep again! wth!

first class outing..

pool session at Lucky plaza..

Eunice won her first prize!

Naughty you, always.

so fierce!

after our revision..

Sentosa trip!

思念像苦药.

2009-07-21T17:03:00.008+08:00

LMAO, i just don't understand why, each time after hearing what was going on from my Cliques in the morning, my temperature shoots up & it was 37.1c today. like i said, if these goes on, by increasing 0.01c each day, then i won't be able to turn up for school in a few days time liao. HOW CAN! ><

well, last night slept at around 1am & woke up in the morning at 5.30am just for the sake of my BEO test, was busy preparing & memorising. guess what? BEO lesson was replaced by POA. NO TEST AT ALL, & the class goes "wha song ar, shiok ar, heng ar never study ar" simply adds on to my anger earlier. without hesitation, straight away SMS Mrs Yeo & her reason for being absent was she's sick. i felt so sorry to actually blamed her ><

after BEG, it was 11am. went to Hougang with Donggua for her haircut. finally got chance to drop by Hougang mall to collect my contact lens which was meant to retrieve 2 months ago? lol. hope Donggua is happy with her new hairstyle (: it was really a hot hot weather, rushed back school. (:

saw somebody do pull-ups, Migua Shagua & me was laughing non stop. living for 20years, it was my first time encountered people doing it this way. LOL! =P

TO HER: "mayb is our sch too small liao tt's why. SERIOUSLY NO OFFENCE" you should have include these right from the start, what's the point of editing it now when people feels offended? 1 question, do you really think our school is too small? if you really meant it, then you won't be talking craps earlier then. & are you sure you wanna address people as "bhb"? i think you've yet to learn this "kettle calling its pot black" haha, funny right? i wonders what is on your mind actually? ya it's your blog, it's your talk. but mind what you are talking, please. none of us wants a quarrel, but please make sure you don't step onto our tails. i'm not threatening, but giving you advice instead & i hope you seriously hit my advice ya? (:

That's it.

2009-07-20T16:20:00.005+08:00

hey readers, i'm here to share with you something. i'm so amazed that there's a peep out there(human beings on earth), can actually named herself ANIMALS. omg, well, i knew that human developed from monkeys, but who the hell on earth will call themself an animal? lmao, i came across to this particular person's blog, & felt kinda pitiful for her? lmao. can't really stand her twits at all either. girl, get a life (: & if you ever wants to be so nasty, why not go confront Xiaxue & befriend her? lol, so busybody ya? or because you're simply Jealous? LOL. well, i don't think school is owned by you ya? people have got their own choice/ freedom to be at anywhere they like, don't really need your permission or comment or whatsoever right? your post really made the joke of the day, seriously. moreover, i'm sure you knew it well that you are not the one they are looking for, so kindly shut up & do your work. don't turn out to be so thick skin? oh ya, failed to concentrate? why? i don't see the reason why when people ain't going for you? & if you can actually concentrates, i doubt the latest result would be your result then. oh please, get the facts clear, no one owes you a living. if you wants to be nasty, do try me (:

alright, let's not care about some boring people out there ya? shall get back to my daily life. i'm totally speechless about myself today. can actually memorised POA until i forgot it's a Monday! upon alighting from bus, saw Eunice & Donggua with PE attire, & i was totally stunned. therefore, i came up with a lie.. SORRY MS CHEANG >< well, after what Donggua has told me, i was damn pissed off & my temperature went straight up to 37c.

don't know what has got into me, didn't bring PE attire is enough, worst still, left my locker key at home too. which means i could not retrieve my BEO booklet! i don't know what is my purpose of going to school today. luckily Laopo managed to borrow from Ahzhen, or else my BEO test tmr shall goes down the drain. oh ya, POA test today 100% upsets me. after studying so hard(x10), Mrs Liow gives answer to everyone. so what's the difference? yup, i don't deny that she saved my 10 marks too, but since it's like an open test, why still call it a class test?! all my effort went off just like that, whatever, totally speechless.

might be going for a short nap now & then up for revision on BEO test tmr, 你们可否知道我是真的累了? 根本没有人知道我所经历着的事

stone face

OVER AGAIN

2009-07-20T00:57:00.004+08:00

it's another Saturday! busy last Saturday i had. went to Plaza Singapura with Boyfriend, went for our lunch at Just Acia, it's my first attempt & is really worth the price. YUMMY! after that went to walk around & saw Riko, coincidence man!

went to Tampines mall to look for Dandan Darling =P & she said i am slimmer now. 是爽到极点 BODOH! haha, then went over the shop whereby my 笨笨的 Shagua left her thumbdrive & only recall it back after a few days. lmao. luckily that Aunty returned it back after many verification. (: glad that my Shagua loves me more now, even its just 1% more. no fish prawn also good. LOL.

after that headed back Boyfriend's house & do my revision on POA, which are going to be tested on Monday. >< was really sick of being a photocopier! but no choice la uh. got to really buck up for this term too.

Today companied Boyfriend for his weekly Basketball match, but wasn't really paying attention =P busy doing last minute memorising.. after 10pm, Kai, Kia, Quan, Pearl, Boyfriend & me went to AMK Raiders for lan gaming. bullshyt them was happily playing L4D, leaving us two poor girls on CS. kinda boring & giddy actually, BO BIAN LA HAIS! lol, after sending Kia to bus stop, went to have our supper. OMG, 好不容易 got people praise i slimmed down, now gonna build up my fats again ><

tada, i'm homed. gonna pass com to Boyfriend & go for my wash up & bed sweet bed. gonna wake in 5hours time, good luck to my POA tmr (:

You've got to get that..

2009-07-18T00:48:00.006+08:00

BOOM BOOM POW. lol. lame ._.

alright, lets starts off with the day of having 1 hours of sleep last night/ morning? great thing was i'm on time for lesson today. dismissal at 12pm, 8 thumbs up! =P

went back to library to look for Shagua & Migua as they were having duty. 1 for all, all for 1 hor? (: aftermath, Boyfriend came to J8 & fetch me at around 2+pm, went home had a short nap until 8+pm. wake up first thing is to do project. just finished BEG's assignment. *终于松了一口气! but well, Monday is having POA class test, & Tuesday BEO test. sigh! 加油加油!

oh ya, from today onwards, i'm Joycelyn Zee, just got married to Eunice. LOL =x she held my hand, put on a ring & tour around the class (honeymoon). LOL. well, finally get to replace another monitor, now no more blurish anymore! =P

it's another weekend, hope everything goes smoothly.

our wedding photo. LOL

o.0

2009-07-17T04:44:00.000+08:00

oops, i'm still awake =x now gonna have a short nap.
& hopefully i don't miss the time. =P

satisfied.

2009-07-16T23:23:00.004+08:00

'Good morning' everyone! just woke from my afternoon nap. LOL, others take 1 or 2 hour whereas mine was like more than 5 hours? =P bo bian, 躺着躺着就睡着了.

alright, let's congrats & welcomes my chinese application back to my computer. heh! ever since i starts using the CPU given by my Sister, i've got difficulties using chinese characters. it's like for more than half a year already? but now it's problem free! (: oh ya, & i would like to add in 'MUSIC ROCKS'! music has just got back into my life, with my wonderful earpiece. it's been so long since i enjoys my day with songs!

again, i was lated for school today. omg, Joycelyn you can't do this anymore! dashed all the way to school today while my Cliques are in for the lesson already. luckily i didn't get nagged by Mrs Ghafar, that's a great thing to me already. lesson ended at 11+pm, after had a short chat with my Laopo, went Library & starts off with my first duty. well, not bad, quite interesting than what i've thought. just that shelving is troublesome there, especially with my 'CUTE' height -.- & Eunice keep ask me to stand on chair if i wants to tidy up the top rack. please don't bully shorties! ):

after duty it was around 2+pm, strolled to J8, take bus 88 with my GUAs (: starts to love their company more & more. well, it wasn't that easy to just get anyone & actually clicks with them ya? therefore, i'll cherish them & not forgeting my Baobei & Laopo too. teehee, shall get back to my assignments already. it's gonna suffocates me if i stays on this pace! TSK!

突然好想你

IT'S TOO LATE.

2009-07-15T19:11:00.005+08:00

seems like i can't kick away my habit of being late since my holiday ended. everyday is LATE for school even today's lesson had been pushed backwards an hour. 1 word -HOPELESS- during lunch time, went to sign up as librarian as CCA, YA LIBRARIAN! no mistake at all.. lol, unbelieveable right? *nods head, i knows. & my duty starts from tmr. haha. after getting the sign-up done, we are LATED for Mrs Yeo lesson, & last warning was given. gosh, wth happened to me?

Jiamin hasn't been attending school after her first attempt after holiday. ah dui, hope you're not left behind on your studies my dear. after school at 4pm, chiong all the way to Bugis with my at-least-2kg bag. brought back my shampoo, conditioner, serum & perfume and left the rest of the hair product in my locker, shall bring it back home tmr.

guess what? i was lated again -.- made my Sister waited for almost an hour. oops =x companied her to Sim lim square to look for Mouse, after getting it, instead of just window shopping, i bought myself a Nokia earpiece. & now i'm broke ><

finally got home, very very tired. yet i can't even get my nerve free, with tons of assignments given. shaggs! alright, shall touch on my work by now.. take care my dear readers (:

guess what's this?
it's Eunice's head!

how can she block sucha nice picture? =P

Mrs Ghafar wants us to take a pic with our perfume -.-

& she commented it's too small.

na, satisfied? =P

TOTALLY WORN OUT!

2009-07-14T21:13:00.003+08:00

firstly, A BIG SORRY TO MY SHAGUA!! for neglecting you today for lessons.. ><

secondly, BIG THANKS to Shagua, Eunice & Jessica for reminding me on what to bring for BEG tmr, CAH hour is cancel so lesson starts at 9am & BEO test on Tuesday. you all are so lovely!

well, today was the first time i travelled to school by MRT for the past 7 months.. LMAO! & also, the first time i studied in school for exactly 9½ hours straight bodoh! wth.. finally the hell F1 training course is over -.-

after the course which is 6.20pm, companied Migua for the printing of BEG cover page at AMK Central. after that Donggua walked me home. (: reached home only at 8.09pm. SCHOOL TODAY REALLY SUCKS BIG TIME! FKING TIRED IN EVERYTHING!

guess what i have got here that is needed for BEG tmr? Nail polish, Polish remover, Cotton wool, Perfume, Hair dye, Hair conditioners, Hair moisturizer, Hair sprays, Hair lotion & Hair moose. JOYCELYN IS SUCHA TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN RIGHT? lmao, bo bian, marks will be taken down. nightmares of EYE BAGS is hunting me down recently, really gotta rest early tonight, my bed needs me now anyway. (:

my working desk @ dance studio today

Xin dong xin tong

2009-07-14T00:48:00.004+08:00

my heart simply aches like nobody's business each moment i breathes in. & that feeling is really sucks. there's nothing i could actually do to stop the pain. sigh, thinking of the schedule later, really makes me sick. now i'm loathes school more & more! alright, shall turn in by now. good night peeps.

loves Datou..

2009-07-13T13:44:00.006+08:00

gosh, nowadays the bone of my chest starts to aches again. sigh.. just got my wishlist updated. (:

was lated for school today, thought i missed the last bus 128 which is at 802am but it came late. while waiting, came to a thought of "只要不放弃, 就会有希望" well, played Captain ball during S&W, competing with other class. full blast of anger and nothing else more! long story ya. tsk.

after school at 12pm, went to take a look at the F1 list. sia la, tmr 830am till 6pm sia. 9½ hour bodoh! but Shagua is what i'm worried of. hope Eunice won't left her out tmr? (:

i wonder should i dye my hair again?

Dongguaaaaa,
only her will be keen to take pic with me. haha.

Energetic

2009-07-11T21:09:00.002+08:00

believe it or not, i had a total 18 hours of sleep. hahaha! can't be blamed, yesterday's schedule is too tiring! school until 11pm, went all the way to Tampines for filming until 7pm. met up with Boyfriend for dinner with Migua & her sister. saw Shirlyn (Xiaogirl) at Kopitiam, had a short chat with her. slept all the way during the bus journey back to AMK.

woke up only at 6pm =P went to Central's LJS have dinner & guess what? saw Shagua & Pangxie there. huhu, it was such a coincidence bodoh! (: but they were too shy to join in. haha. after strolling, headed home. gonna catch the comedy introduced by Shagua, heh.

hope to meet up with Baobei & Laopo with their guys tmr for steamboat! i miss having steamboat ):

totally packed!

2009-07-09T23:17:00.003+08:00

well, shall grab some time for blogging ya?

like what Yanping says, 2 thumbs up for today (: i'm satisfied. get to catch up with school work, get to finish up my final piece cover page for BEG, get to eat my favourite drumlet, bascially get to do with everything i love to, i had to. (: so there goes the label.

nowadays, everyday is either be at school or stucks at home. school time passes very easily, as well as the time that i spent at home, with my PC definitely ya. i needs some relaxation seriously, i don't want to hide myself under the books.

Boyfriend had bought me a card reader? (: hmmmm, tomorrow gonna be a busy day as well. school starts at 8am, ends at 12pm but have to travel all the way to Tampines straight, for filming with my Shagua & Migua. after that then meet Boyfriend somewhere convenient. must be a tiring day i assume. ><

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2009-07-08T20:35:00.004+08:00

1 word, STRESSED!

i guess i'm gonna get suffocated sooner or later. sigh, just done with my BEG project cover page. sians, many many projects is coming up! & alot alot of things to memorise.. hais, GOOD LUCK JOYCELYN!

now i'm gonna rest already, school life really is tiring.

Going to be busy at the moment..

2009-07-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

went to NDP rehearsal @ Marina Platform on last Saturday, it's the first time going NDP with Boyfriend. & these few days xin ku ni le, been busying with my Facebook & actually neglects you ><

really don't get used to school life now. plus the extremely COLD weather lately can really kills! been bathing with cold water ever since my last sunburn, which was a month ago? but this morning couldn't make it at all. even with my heater on, i jumps like a monkey in my bathroom -.- BTH! while i was waiting for bus, Mosquitoes welcomes me -.- my legs swollen as if there's a few tumours there. oh please, i'm not exaggerating at all.

all GUAs were kinda excited about school today, maybe because the vacation held us for too long. LOL. our schedule had changed, better timing? out of 5 days, we dismisses at 12pm for 3 days, only 1 day 2pm & 1 at 4pm. shiok. modules were changed too, different from what we had from last term. but i can senses that these new modules might pulled my final GPA down as long as memorizing is concern. sigh.. well, after school reopen, people changed, everything changed..

was kinda disappointed after getting the fact of unable to go Polytechnic straight after our 1year course. nevermind, shall buck up & work hard for the future (:

& finally my pics is with me
my datou with his child! LOL

@ Genting, teehee.

she is cuter than him right? =P

@ NDP Combined Rehearsal 3

childish couple ._.

i wish i have the guts to try it.

so neat! it's not easy ok.

? paper boat on the sea?!

it's a real boat but it's puppet up there.

so nice bodoh!

FIREWORKS! haha, Baobei missed it =x

Total Pain.

2009-07-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

everytime getting new faces for my blog, took me more than an hour or two. simply because i edited from the original skin, & then it becomes my one & only blog unless there's some cats out there. LOL.

Menses is never a good thing. the pain from my stomach really can kills. sigh, not all girls gets to know this feel, but why me?! total bullshyt! & my stomach feels so stuffy until i had problems with my meal. believe it or not, i took more than 3 hours just to clear a normal bowl of fried rice & yet it was not finished -.- if only i can choose to be a guy instead. then i'll not be facing any problems at all. that's human, never enough/ satisfied with the situation..

alright, Shagua & cliques gonna nags at my entry saying that i can be eventually so naggy on just 1 topic. lol, shall end it here. hope tonight will ends my pain.